today i got lost on the road of life...

2008-10-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

i'm doing homework. haven't said that in 2 years. i'm doing homework. ok so i've only written the title. which shows some intention to do it. yayness. :D

anyway, i just want to say that i love you guys! d11 and the whole d1, yay. watched the butterfly lovers on friday with mum. so cheesy omg i could almost taste the cheese melting in my mouth. it was ok but weird. after that went to eat steamboat with a few people from d1, yum. i love golden mushrooms.

it feels like d11 has grown recently, even though our number still remains the same. maybe because people are finally getting to know each other. yay. these are our regulars! : jamie, gwen, wanyu, joy kwan, joy wee, euodia, bibiana, klarissa.

we need to keep these names engraved into our hearts, because in order to grow we need to know our own cgmates first. (:

saturday was a blast. (: thank you sam, jamie, wanyu, kaye, joy and everyone else. too speechless to say anything else.

i can't believe i missed charleston's first preaching at a main service. now i can't say that i was at charleston's first preaching at a main service. ):

INCUBATION. pray, pray, pray.

thank You for my life and the lives of my friends, thank You for placing me in hoGc, thank You for the life of my grandfather.

2008-09-29T02:19:00.001-07:00

hello hello. to all the people having exams, GOOD LUCK! i see people studying so hard in church everytime i go there, which motivates me to study for math too. :D you guys are going to do so well for your exams. (:

wanyu! you are so hardworking! don't be so bei guan, i believe in you :D you are going to conquer your studies! cannot keep saying cannot ok, you CAN one. gogogo. :D

2008-09-29T01:49:00.000-07:00

games are a waste of space. everytime i delete a game, i have to wait for like 1 minute to delete the next game cause there are too many games and my comp is laggy. NO MORE GAMES. :D

lost my phone last friday. :O!

just had an exciting weekend :D i did cam 4 on saturday! i love live feed it is so cool. the new song, i will fly is really nice. pastor how's sermon was great too! we have a redemptive plan in God. :D

sunday. BREAKTHROUGH. (: went for service prayer meeting which was so powerful. mengxia, shiyin, zhulin, zhenjia, xinyuan, jolyn, jingjun, aaron and kevin/kelvin (?) came for the f1 screening! kimi raikkonen crashed at the 58th round, so anticlimax.

i love praying. i believe that rgs is going to break through. d11 is going to break through. our church is exploding with breakthrough's, we're going to break through the walls soon enough! [20 d11][5 rgs] ((: God, we will take our school for You!

today i wrote 7 words in chinese during chinese and slept through the rest of the lesson. including my name. hoho. went with anusha after that to forum. it is such a kiddy place! went to spinelli for the first time in my life. the chocolate rum thingy was nice, but the cheese brownie was so hard and coarse and burnt my tongue! and they microwave until chaotah. so i bought fries instead. one shirt in blackjack is like $249. a t-shirt with gandhi on it, but $249? :O:O:O:O! went back to school. BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY. pharm chem teacher didn't come! and it's the 3hour lab lesson, not the 2hour theory lesson! everyone was so happy. :D

then i took a bus home and overshot my stop by two stops! then when i got down it was already raining, but i didn't care cause the rain was light so i crossed the road and took the bus back. then the rain got heavy when i was running home, so i got soaked. feels quite nice out there but when i got home i felt like a soup chicken. :O

:D yay.

2008-09-10T09:33:00.000-07:00

hello. everytime i have so many things to blog about but i have no time to blog cause i'm busy doing these things, and other times i have alot of time to blog but nothing to blog about which is why i have so much time. how ironic. :D the who and the who luh. keep bugging me about blogging.

i like school now. i have options everyday but only one day has two options and options is fun anyway. and we can watch movies in film as an art, which will cut off time from the total number of hours in the module. hoho. the only not nice things are double chinese blocks and philo assessment. i must start thinking sophisticatedly until the assessment is over. remind me ok.

oh yar i think i am very absent-minded lately. when i am sleepy i talk rubbish. when i am not sleepy i talk less rubbish. sorry to the people who talk to me when i am on rubbish-mode.

had worship session today instead of ceg. it was so powerful! i've been so dry the past few days, and i realised that it's because even though i've been doing stuff in church, i'm still easily attracted to worldly stuff. i want to give Him my all. i'll never forget the feeling when i first experienced His love. there are so many people out there who need Him, but don't have Him in their lives. it's such a happy thing to see someone experiencing God for the first time, y'know? i can't describe it. it's time to pick up the pace and follow the flow of our church. (:

2008-08-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

crunchyroll suddenly put up episode 12 of zombie loan for no reason. i thought it already ended. oh well free episode out of nowhere. :D

exams just ended. on the last day they made us stay back for dunno how long to do some RS survey just after the exam. then after that everyone jumped out of their seats and started screaming. so happy yay.

went to bugis to buy j.co donuts today. wah the mochabella is $6.50. but it's only nice when melted. so they charged me $6.50 for ice? cheat my feelings. then after that went to church for prayer meeting and to do pastor how's present. my fingers and palms were all green after we painted the chairs. the paint is so smelly. but the building looks cool! :D

after that went to visit wanyu with sam. i know our messages very cheesy. :D then we gave her the donuts! the hole in the donut signifies the hole in your heart which can only be filled by Jesus. - quote pastor how. :D yay so significant right! actually only remembered that after we bought it, but never mind. we were happy to see her smile, yay. then as we left we couldn't open the back gate then it was so funny cause she was trying so long to open it and sam was trying so long to ask her to calm down and stop trying to open the gate. then sam pretended to know what was wrong and took the key! then she pretended to dothisdothat then she say push the key abit harder then it really worked! so smart right.

i want to repair my mp3. going to upload songs on my phone if i am smart enough to figure out how. byebye.

2008-08-22T20:36:00.000-07:00

haven't blogged in ages! so happy the harder exams are over. don't care if they put bio and physics on the first two days, just wanted to get over with it. :D oh but i have a bad feeling bout math.

this week was cool cause we got to go home straight after EYAs. practised with the choir on wednesday and friday for pastor how's birthday celebrations! so exciting :D the choir has a bunch of funny and cool people and prac is really fun!

heh. nothing to blog about cause of exams. MY HAIR HAS GROWN BACK. SORTA.

don't need to study today cause it's english on monday. :O jiayi will be coming for service today! :D

ok i am lazy to type anymore byebye!

2008-08-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

adidas rocks.

I will have no other gods before You

Only You will reign as my heart's king

I will have no other gods before You

I will put You first in everything

this song has such a nice tune and meaningful lyrics, it's supposed to be a children's church song but age doesn't matter with God, for He holds eternity in His hands. (:

i managed to go for service both days this weekend! cause if pastor how can preach with an injured leg, i don't see how i can't make it down. :D pastor how is so cool! and exams are coming so all the more we need the presence of God. i am excited for exams cause it means that i will no longer have to calculate another moment of blahblah or learn about cool disgusting body parts. dropping physics and maybe bio yay. anyway mum's in a good mood recently, so she didn't nag much when i went to church twice.

on friday i slept at 5am. guess what i was doing :D sam will flip when she reads this but she knows anyway. and then after that i felt so guilty that i curled into a ball and promised God that i wouldn't fall asleep in service the next day no matter what. and i didn't. 41st day is so pro! and i love pastor lia's voice. (: yesterday i stayed in church till 10 plus. we played games with the city mission people. when i got home i could smell the blood on my neck cause i was scratching. smells like iron.

today was exciting too. but i was being grumpy in the morning for some reason. went for three hours of math tuition though i slept for like 2 and a half hours. the teacher sorta gave up on me. but in the last half an hour i woke up and realised where i was and started chionging :D actually it was cause our nice teacher treated us to kfc and macs. :X then after that i went to eat chicken from some QQ place in bugis with qiying. veryvery nice! gave the rest to sam, jamie,jamie and xueni at dinner. heh sorry it became cold. qiying's a jay chou fan! she kept walking into gramophone and poh kim. ate pig's organ soup for dinner. i love the soup. yay i am happy talking about food.

i don't know what i am talking about so i shall stop here. school starts tmr, exams start on wednesday. good luck people! :D

2008-08-12T21:33:00.001-07:00

i want to post a picture of someone very shuai, very cute, very loving, very sweet, very hyper, very brown and very furry!

...

he has a talent for looking emo when taking pictures, but he doesn't look emo at all when he plays with you! (:

I LOVE YOU RUSSELL! :D

2008-08-12T20:26:00.000-07:00

need to pray for pastor how's ankle! hope the op was ok.

why do i keep skipping school on wednesdays. wednesday's blocks aren't so bad, argh. shoulda tried ponning mondays or fridays, when there are long days and crazy teachers trying to steal our free blocks. we all know who. hah. nazyra does anyway.

EYAs end in two weeks! actually they start next week but i just can't wait for them to end. but anyway i'm quite excited for them even though i'm not prepared. :O if i'm taking my prelims now with the o level students i'd probably get U for everything. ungraded. oh noo. need to start chionging soon.

woke up at 6am and missed the schoolbus. mum was too tired to fetch me and i was too tired to respond so there was this mutual agreement and i just collapsed on my bed. but it's sad cause my physics file in school and there's physics spa tomorrow and all the sample solutions are in the file. shall study tomorrow morning instead. :D

yesterday was quite funny. kavita was hogging my camera and taking shots every few second, and anusha was desperately deleting all the funny shots. naughty girl. but i managed to keep one HAHA. really feel like posting it but she will kill me. :O

kiwi's acting cool! :D

lathiga's caught eating in class. look at her face. :D

she still does it anyway.

jan quarrels with lathiga cause lathiga doesn't want to repent.

sorry i made that all up. jan doesn't care if lathiga eats in class, cause jan does it too. look at the first photo.

cut my hair on monday. it looks really gross now. i was whining to jamie all the way from school to church and after prayer meeting! it's really horrible, so i took a picture to remember the first day with my horrible chinadoll hair.

yes i know it looks horrible.

the backrow slackers + nadia! nad's not even a slacker but she doesn't sit in the back row that's why. :D

credits go to kavita our cameraperson.

our class is actually very hardworking. just that kavita decided to take photos at the wrong time. or more like photos of the wrong people. never mind we are cool.

i will go to school tmr and see if it is safe to post anusha's funny picture, then if it is i'll post it.

back to yesterday. after school i went to church for prayer meeting with jamie! she actually waited one hour for me till after my extra physics block.

oh yea yesterday something really funny happened. when the church lift reached the ground floor, i was looking out of the window and i heard the door close. then i turned around laughing cause i thought the door closed while jamie was still there too. BUT THE PERSON WASN'T JAMIE! and she'd already pressed the 12th floor button so the lift went up again. and i was laughing madly throughout the lift journey and apologising to her. she just looked at me like i was a woodbridge escapee. ok so now someone in hoGc thinks i'm crazy. just hope that wasn't an integration case. T.T

and then on the bus home i slept so i thought i overshot. got down at some random bus stop and decided to walk back at a whim. after walking back two bus stops i arrived at bedok mrt, which means i didn't miss my stop after all. so i took mrt home.

what a long post for one day. got CG later, i'm excited. :D

ok if anyone managed to read till here, GOOD JOB. xD shall stop torturing your eyesight. (:

Jesus, You're the only One that i could live for.<3

2008-08-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

peacemaker kurogane is actually quite nice. HAH i know shuyan will never see this, but i want to laugh at her. cause everytime she tells me an anime is nice and fangirls, i suan the anime. but then i will end up watching it and start fangirling way after she gets over it. every single time. HAHA. shuyan. HAHA.

ohoh i am going to experiment on how to upload photos when i post. (: jamieee kannn. how come your blog makes me lag when you didn't even post! anyway. clara just taught me how. ahh cheat my feelings luh blogger.

saturday was a really cool day! NATIONAL DAY. :D didn't have tuition, so could go down to church earlier. painted our nails red and white and mine looked really gross. but nvm i'm still patriotic. :D everyone was like wearing red and white! when i received the msg i thought red and white or red or white so i wore white. :O oh well. white represents purity yay. and service was great too, pastor how was talking about how we should tune in to the right frequency and maintain it! yay then after service some people were spraying people's hair with red hairspray. :O talk about being patriotic. clara had a smiley face on her head at first, it was quite funny. then after that her whole head was red and she really looked like my mum.

judge our emotions by our expressions. (:

yay i managed to upload it! :D

yesterday my mum didn't allow me to go down to church. ): went out with her after tuition. it was fun though. we went shopping! then we went to watch the dark knight. went in 5-10mins late as usual, so didn't really understand what was happening. can't believe we got second row seats even after the show's been screening for more than a month! :O

today was a holiday :D:D:D i love holidays. woke up at 5.30am but lazily went back to sleep and woke up at 6am. then rushed down to church for morning prayer at 7am. there were so many people, and it was so hot downstairs! but upstairs it became very cold. the auditorium was packed and even the MPRs were filled up, it was so cool! most of the people were people from CHC, but that's what we'll be like in the future. (: yay. i was happily sitting and looking around at all the people and waiting for something to happen on stage, but it never did. then i realised that morning prayer meant quiet time for everyone. so we started to do our quiet time. CHC is powerful manz.

stayed awhile to finish this big (to me) plate of noodles. jialat. :O then took bus 2 to changi for chem tuition. my teacher lives opposite changi prison. so cool right. and she's so nice! she picked me up from the bus stop, and walked me back to the bus stop after tuition! even though it's so near. and she gave me extra time for tuition as usual. <3.

after that took bus 2 to tanah merah mrt and took a train to changi airport. felt so weird cause i was already at changi but i went back to tanah merah cause there was no bus to the airport from changi prison. studied there with the ceg. didn't really concentrate, but it was fun anyway. :D such funny people.

ok i am very lazy to blog a long and luo suo post today. going to see if the salon is open but i am sad about cutting my hair.

have a nice day. (:

2008-08-08T22:38:00.000-07:00

New Day - Red Rain

Bridges have burned
Mountains have fallen over
I see a new day dawning,
Dawning over me
Sorrows have come and gone
Gone in the wind that's blowing
Washed in the rain that's falling

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King
Pouring over me

Don't be afraid
Don't let your heart be overcome
We all have those days
They will pass and lead us to to our promised land
Trials they come and go
Run to the truth you know
Let faith rise within your soul
Every night and day

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King

Over me the rain is falling,
Pouring over me
I can see it now
The fragrance and the essence of my King
Pouring over me

it's a pretty old addiction, but the lyrics are so meaningful. funny cause i could only find the lyrics beryl posted. i think she was the only one who actually bothered to post the lyrics where people could find them! beryl is cool. (:

haha didn't post the two songs jamie made me addicted to cause i just thought of new day.

whatever trials we may go through, we can always run to Him. it doesn't matter cause He loves us for who we are. tomorrow will always be a new day, with God. run to the truth you know. (:

2008-08-08T11:21:00.000-07:00

this week was tiring but fun! slept at 3 almost everyday. now i look like a panda with two black eyes. people keep asking what time i slept the day before. but actually it's like that cause i keep scratching. anyway. can't remember what happened this week. blogging cause jamie kan is tired of seeing the previous post. i know you are very touched. HAHA.

tuesday
we had S.O.W. graduation. it was so cool to see all the people graduating together, like a real school manz. (: so excited for the day we have teachers from cool bands like parachute band and red rain! yay. and the top 5 students were awesome people, can't really remember who they were but i just remember that they were awesome. :D

wednesday
ponned mother tongue with anusha, nazyra and jananii. they were telling their own stories, it was so fun to listen. hah but i realised i don't have many stories to tell, cause i forget alot of stuff. and i used to be a really ignorant, innocent kid. hoho.

went to church to study, but ended up going for prayer meeting cause sam said jamie was being lonely in the prayer meeting! :X then after that we had a really powerful worship session! it was just sam, jamie and me but sam still booked a room for us. so cool. :D we were just sitting/kneeling there worshipping God. and i just thought to myself that i don't wanna be a grateful christian and stop there. it's nice to be grateful, but we serve in church cause we love God. it's actually quite simple, cause love doesn't really need a reason, even though we have too many reasons to love God. ((: and we were quite sad cause of some stuff, but it's not gonna get us down! YAY I LOVE D11. :D we envisioned ten people in the cg and the whole time it felt that there were empty spaces between us waiting to be filled. can't wait. (:

then went home for chinese tuition. slept for one and a half hours which meant the whole lesson gone, and the worst part is it's one-on-one. my teacher kept poking me with sharp things but it was actually quite comfortable. then she tied my fringe into some funny coconut tree. anyway i woke up at the end, so she stayed half an hour for me to do my si han. and it was like p1 standard and she was suanning me. :O

thursday
cle was sort of a free block, so we went to the hall and stoned around. so many of us went and it was so fun. played the piano with anusha. i video-ed anusha doing this crazy dance over lathiga when lathiga was playing her cute exam piece. she looked super funny and we laughed like mad. camwhored like crazy.

went to ps to buy my card reader. i can finally upload photos onto my comp. yay.

today
it was the most tiring day of my life i know it probably isn't but i still think it is. went to school to watch the national day celebrations. only thing i can remember bout it was that it was very hot and there was this malay singer with a really nice voice.

went with jamie to fareast to buy clips and rubberbands cause my rubberband is with jananii and i don't want to get booked next tuesday for not tying my hair. then we walked to lucky plaza to buy bubble tea. honey milk tea rocks. (hoho nazyra. inside joke.) then we decided to walk to dhoby ghaut since we were too lazy to walk back to take bus. i felt loser-ish cause i've never stepped into heeren, so we stopped at heeren so i wouldn't feel so loser-ish. then we walked to ps and sat at yamaha's piano for 2hours. the person sitting at the table probably hates us now. and we saw so many people luh. we saw yong hui at yamaha, then later on we spotted clara outside yamaha. then we saw some d5 people at cathay way after that.

then sam came and brought us to the rochor tauhuey (howtospell-.-) place. she didn't want to tell us where we were going! :O sam treated us to rozhakuey and tauhuey. it's like the 10000th time already! and she always doesn't let us pay her back. feel so bad. we will definitely do it one day hohoho. we met some d10 people there.

we decided to get something for chester. so we walked to the bus stop. saw the bus coming but we had to buy stuff anyway so we didn't board. bought sweets from 7-eleven and realised the card we did for him before fop got wet in my bag and two or three people's notes were badly smudged! ): don't know who, but sorry to these poor people. so sam went to get a card and glue and stuff. then while she was getting the stuff the bus came and we called her and she was like "get on get on!" so we rushed to get on and she came from the other side. so funny. we overshot by one stop, so we decided to cab to wherever seemed familiar, cause we didn't remember how to get to his house. but it was quite easy to find! :D

then we walked back towards the mrt. it was quite funny cause sam and jamie were debating which side to come out from. there were like four sides and we kept coming out on the wrong side! then we took a bus to church.

super tired by the time we reached lol. we tried to explain to colin but ended up laughing like crazy. -.- think walking so much drove us mad. we did bmi at 6. did the alfresco with d12. i dried the chairs and tables. it was fun even though i didn't do the toilet for once. :D

omg it is like 3.35am now. tired so shall not be luo suo. i wanted to study for two hours, but shall do it tmr instead. 7 more hours for study rule. don't care shall complete it so that i can go for service tmr. :D

realised that i was with jamie so many times this week, including monday!

ok goodnight. (:

2008-08-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

i'm lucky i checked the timetable for nazyra, cause i didn't know there's pe tmr.

today was blahh. i have totally fallen in love with my camera. yay. went out after school for dental appointment and to study with jamie at taka's bk. ended up sleeping the whole time. she poked me and set my phone's alarm so many times but i kept going back to sleep, it was quite funny actually. then on the way to tanjong pagar to meet my dad i lost my wallet somewhere. gah i am angry at me for being so careless. my titheee. ):

wow. haven't broken down like today in a long while. quite amazed at myself. my dad was talking to me and it was super weird. cried till got headache lol. now my eyes are ugly again argh. just when i got it back to ok-ly normal. hah shall not blog about unhappy details. i am excited for tmr. there's pe and slackblocks. but lit is quite irritating, have to walk so far for lessons. tmr there's S.O.W. graduation too, can't wait! ahh, i want to sleep. but who in the right mind sleeps at 11.36pm. i miss church. being random. i love my camera. goodnight.

2008-08-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

secondhand serenade is serenading the media. yea manz.

2008-08-03T03:39:00.000-07:00

finally decided not to be lazy and start linking people from d1! now clara won't be the only sad link from hoGc. oh and i (lazily) koped all the links from her blog, so too bad i'm still lazy. hah. anyway. anyone who chances upon this ulu blog should read about the lives of these great people! yay.

friday was fop! my dad's phone died so i was almost gonna give up already but sam was so cool luh, she said in faith that he would come and true enough he did! he borrowed a phone from someone and called me.
fop was really really cool manz. when worship started and i closed my eyes, i heard the voices throughout the indoor stadium singing praises to God and i was really touched. it was great just worshipping and listening at the same time. so many people, loving the same God and living for the same cause. and during the praise and worship something really cool happened. haven't told this to anyone. :X at first when i opened my eyes my dad was folding his arms so i closed my eyes and prayed that he would start worshipping God. when i opened my eyes again i saw him lifting up his hands and worshipping. it was super cool luh. even though he still doesn't really believe in God i believe that God will work a miracle. after that went to hongkong cafe with him for supper. i drank a mango with pomelo iceblended and realised my mango craze has died down. but it's probably cause the pomelo spoilt the taste.

yesterday i went to church for live feed. it's my first time going for live feed training after my "first training" long ago, so it was more of a recap. soo yee shared about the heart behind doing what we do, and we really need passion and faith to keep the passion so that we can keep doing what we do even after years of doing it. passion, purpose, presence. (: i'm excited to serve in the live feed ministry! yea. then after that joined d1 and d10 for their combined cg. it was really cool and we were sharing bout family members that we wanted to get saved and what we could do for them. :D

after that we went to felicia's house for steamboat. her grandma is so cute. :X and so's her mum! it runs in the family manz. and they're all so nice to let us come over and da rao ta men. but it was great just hanging out with d1 over a nice hot pot of steamboat. i was excited over handling the disgusting stuff like prawns and squids. but my squid turned out uncooked and i kinda wasted it! gah. then i didn't really have any appetite cause of all the disgusting stuff i cooked. -.- which was not even cooked. i'd really love to say in faith that i can cook, but i'm not going to. cause if i cook people will probably get food poisoning or something. and clara and some others made soup for us! so sweet. :D and i brought soup for my dad when he came, but he didn't want it. so i had to give it back to colin to bring it in. half of it spilled out luh. thanks people anyway for offering soup to him!

don't really wanna blog bout today. wasn't allowed to go for cg cause i've been out late for two days consecutive. then i was quite pissed at my dad cause sam shifted cg so that i could go for the sermon and worship. hope she didn't in the end. and there was only sam and jamie kan from d11 there i think? feel so bad luh. i'm causing trouble for my leaders again. shall be a good girl till my dad goes back.

wonder if anyone managed to read till here, but i seriously doubt it. lol.

2008-07-31T08:58:00.001-07:00

i like this blogskin cause i don't have to think of a title for every post. changed it cause my dear auntie/mummy clara asked me to find one which had posts in a big chunk. this is the best nice one i could find!

yesterday was a cool day. the day i ponned school. the THRILL. the ECSTASY. i woke up on time for once! and i asked my mum if i could "not pon school". which i ask her everyday. and she said YES, AFTER MONTHS OF MY RELENTLESS PESTERING. so yesterday was the day i ponned school for no reason. so exciting. went to church for the last lesson of follow-up! follow-up on the whole was fun but i learnt alot and i think i've grown! :D then studied in church for awhile. had to leave before dinner cause my dad reached already. went to visit grandma in hospital. think she's fine already yay. then went home for chinese tuition. i like my teacher! :D but she probably thinks i hate her, the way i go crazy in class.

today i went back to school feeling grumpy cause it's going back to school, not just going to school. after ponning for one day you feel like that's the end of the world. but i'm glad i went cause i managed to stay awake in all the lessons! except lit, lit isn't counted cause my lit teacher is a descendant of the sandman. jamie drew on me cause i was sleeping. naughty girl. and we had tennis today. had to run 12 rounds round 2 courts. the irritating string kept obstructing us every half a round! so we had to bend down everytime. after school i wanted to go to church to study, but sam asked me to go home and be at home! so i asked my dad to fetch me. and he brought me to haagen daz . dunno how to spell. i like their banana split.

gonna fast tomorrow for festival of praise. it's gonna be really cool and i believe lives are gonna be changed! it will be a success. (:

I AM SO EXCITED FOR FOP. AND MY DAD IS COMING. :D

p.s. this is the second time i typed this post cause the first time i stupidly highlighted it and everything disappeared somehow. roar.

2008-07-30T11:32:00.000-07:00

done. i know the navigations can't be read and everything, but right now i don't care if the sky is falling, i'm going to sleep. shall blog about today tomorrow. goodnight.

2008-07-30T11:08:00.001-07:00

yes they are too hard to read. :O i shall change again.

2008-07-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

hello i am testing if the words are hard to read.

randompost.

2008-07-29T10:55:00.000-07:00

whee. randomness. using a different colour everyday is fun. today i shall blog in brief sentences because i am too lazy and it's 2am. d1 is so funny. we had like this mass convo, it was cool just stoning at my math worksheet and watching them talk. study rule study rule. don't wanna sleep tonight but tomorrow got follow-up. got compulsary swim thing after sch. no way am i missing follow-up for it. yesterday went to huishan's house to watch remember the titans. didn't understand it but jamie shared and it was cooool. my contacts were irritating though. i will never buy contacts from that shop ever again. think i sat too long ystd or something, this morning my knee was killing me. we had tennis today for pe. funn. had a meeting in church today with sam, colin and a few other people. powerful manz. (: i want to pon sch tmr. but my mum will kill me and feed me to russell. ): i can't find my camera charger. it's somewhere in nazyra's house. please appear soon camera charger cause i want to take more pictures and use the drawing/sketching function that i finally learnt to use that everyone who borrows my camera seems to know how to use except me. i want to watch a movie. it's eating away at me, bwah. can't remember the last time i watched a movie in the theatre. there've been so many nice movies recently, but i missed all of them somehow. i want to watch get smart, the dark knight and probably some others that i forgot already. and did i mention that kungfu panda rocks? yay. tomorrow will be a nice day. but i still want to pon sch. oh and today got scolded for not going for ss remedial, so i was forced to go. almost late for the meeting! then i rushed and cabbed down and was worried that i didn't have enough to pay for the fare. -.- luckily i had just enough. but thank you gurvin for offering to lend me. (: and i thought i was late, but everyone else besides roy was later! so i wasn't late yay. i'm zoning out already. study rule study rule study rule. that's like constantly on my mind now. i love God. i love heart of God church, and i will never forsake Him and the people i love in hoGc. that's the commitment i made today.

dad's coming back to singapore in one or two hours.

hello i am a title squeak

2008-07-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

hoho. today's sermon was so awesome that i just had to blog!! this week was blah, it was just chionging pts, studying a little in church and here and there and then chionging home to chiong pts again. nightmare. :X didn't get to study much in church. ):

ohoh. tuesday i went with cherie and gurvin to buy polly's present and cherie was taking us on a marathon manz! then we went to precious thoughts (issit?:O) and i was happily hugging all the bears. and there was this cute fuzzywuzzy sheepthing that i liked that i'm so gonna buy when i'm rich. and one of the bears shed on me and made my pinafore furry! roar. then went to bishan to give polly the bear. (thankfully not the sheddingcauseofoldage bear) and we ate a super nice mango pomelo thing! i think i have an affinity with mango this week, cause i ate a mango thing on friday too, and koped nazyra's mango iceblended yesterday, which inspired me to buy mango iceblended today. yay. mango is the new orange! hohoho.

then friday was farewell! during striping it was quite weird cause i was striping someone i didn't know so i didn't hug the person. T.T then after that vera was like you arh now she will not feel loved! so now i am guilty for life. nvm i asked joni to hug her for me! :D joni is swallow's new PL! :DD cool righttt. but jiayi also became a PL and got transferred all the way to 1st COY! ): how could they do this to the lovely bonded swallow!! :O :O we were so sad. but it's cause you're too pro! don't cry ok! you will always be a part of swallow and we will never be complete without you. ((: i realised even though i was always reluctant to go for guides sessions, i really love swallow!! i will miss veramylovely3yearswallowbatchmatewho'sbeentherealltheway, valeriemylovely2yearswallowbatchmate, jonithecutenicechiogirl, jiayithefunnyniceprogirl, peixuanthelovelygeniusandprideandjoyofswallow, vanessathecutesec1 and heatherthecutesec1!! oh the sec3s were so sweet! they made this heart on the floor from candles! and the wax melted and it was really nice. so sad i didn't have my camera. :O

yay. on friday all the indiv pts were due, which is why i'm here now! yesterday went to nazyra's house after service to film my chem pt part and finish the writeup. finished filming at around 1.40am, then went to the studyroom to finish my writeup. ended up playing isketch for 2hours. finally finished at 4am. then we slept, and nazyra set the alarm to 5am so we could wake up to edit the video, but none of us heard it and we woke up at 11am! so i had to rush off for tuition and couldn't help much with the video. T.T

and TODAY. today's service really blew me away. pastor troy spoke about how we should step into our authority, then we'll have order in our lives and begin to function at a higher level! then God's blessing will come upon you. (: the presence of God was really strong today, and i really enjoyed service and every moment of it. and it was christine's birthday on tuesday, so we celebrated her birthday today! sam invited her friends xinling and jeanette. :D they're a boisterous bunch!(: it's so fun to celebrate someone's birthday yay! and it's meijia's birthday today too, so even if she doesn't see this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIJIA!!! yay.

ok i am done. this coming week's gonna be great, with cg finally (!!!!) on and FOP!! and i'm definitely gonna watch a movie with clara ONE day. SOON. gonna study like a mad person! hoho. hurray for mangoes. (:

:D

2008-07-20T23:11:00.000-07:00

i am so happy now that i shall dump my pts in a dusty corner and blog! :D:D:D! cause i realised that neither ss nor lit pt are due tmr, so i have more time to think through them. (: that's just an excuse cause i haven't made much progress on either of them, heh. anyway. must use this extra time God gave me to do a better job! (:

ok nazyra is forcing me to wear lolita for tmr's RHD celebrations. noooo way! :O lolita isn't even an ethnic costume, and it'll be so weird.

yay on friday we went to school for chem pt! and somehow after nazyra left we started playing isketch in class, and decided to pon our lab booking. we ended up doing nothing! then we went for lunch together. haha poor nadia has to hang out with us unproductive people! (TOO BAD HOHO.) anyway we changed our booking to another day, so i guess it's ok? yay. after lunch i went to church to study. and i met jiayi who taught me differentiation that i'm still trying to figure out.:O applications of differentiation is exciting, but difficult! gotta study harder!!! didn't know there's a math test this coming wednesday till my tuition teacher mentioned it in class! i am very ashamed of myself. :X

then after that we had D11's first CG!!!!!!! :D wheeeeee. we went to chester's house! and even though we had only three people, (sam, chester and me) it was really fun! and worship really brought down the presence of God. sam preached and it was very inspiring and it was cool even though there were only two of us listening. i miss our bigbig D1 circle, but i love D11's small circle too! (: we're gonna grow! whootz.

ok nazyra is so funny she keeps saying "wear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" and i say "yea i'm wearing pyjamas now" then she gets mad and continues her "wear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" verbal stampede. so fun to tease her! hoho. but i am still not wearing lolita tmr. it's my closet hobby! HAHA.

went for service yesterday and today, and it was great! i'm sure the testimonies impacted many lives yay!! (:(: and pastor's sermon was really good too, about the genesis of a genius. yea i really believe that intelligence is the result of thinking, not the other way round. yayy i am so inspired to think more now! needa think bout how i can finish my pts and rs on time and yet keep to my study rule, and how to make my mum happy. :D

school ends early tmr! hope i have time to study in church before tuition!

in Jesus' name i pray that i will do well for math. amen. (:

YAY.

2008-07-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

omg i am so excited to blog again! :D so funny the last post was about red rain (last year's red rain!) and the last time i felt like blogging was after this year's red rain! yea so it's been more than a year. yayyay conclusion: red rain rocks. COME NEXT YEAR. (: ok i shall try to blog a long post! everytime i say i wanna blog a long post actually it feels like i typed for very long, but it always ends up looking short and ugly. how do people type such long posts manz. i bet they cheat by using big words and paragraphs and gi-normous pictures! (whatever that word means.) :O

hmph i shall use paragraphs from now on. or else i feel like i'm being incoherent and rubbishified.

anyway. recently life has been so interesting, to the point of being fun! I LOVELOVELOVE CHURCH. it's so fun to study there! and i love D1 (collectively:X)! cause there will always be people there, even if i go alone to study at like 1.30pm, like yesterday. :D even though everyone's having school when we're having this so-called one week break which isn't a break at all! i found cherie and gurvin studying on the blanket/bedsheet thingy.. whatever it is. and cherie fell asleep! then when she woke up she told us she dreamt bout something, but when we asked what she said she forgot. :O

yay. been relatively productive lately! - note relatively. to previous weeks. CAUSE IT'S ACADEMIC EXCELLENCE SEASON, AND I HAVE TO COMPLETE MY 15 HOUR STUDY RULE. ok written contract to self:

ALL. ANIME. SHALL BE PUT ON HIATUS. ALL. TILL THE DAY AFTER EXAMS. THOU SHALT NOT SEE NOR TOUCH ANYTHING RELATED TO ANIME. (BUT STILL CAN RANT ABOUT IT)
*insert thumbprint*

ok done. it's a big thing, so i need it written down somewhere for reference when i feel my resolve crumbling. T.T

emotime's over!(: anyway i tried planning 21 hours just for studying this week, but it turns out to be a really busy week! i don't wanna say it's impossible, but what lisa said bout being a realistic idealist makes sense, so i shall just try to manage 16 hours for now. :D so excited for tmr's cg! didn't go for follow-up today cause sam says i have to make my mum happy! haha she's repeated the classic example of pouring a cup for my mum so many times that i just have to blog about it.

yay. PTs. there's lit, ss and chem pts, and on top of that there's our lovely undone RS. i love our mentor! he says we can hand it in anytime that's convenient for us, and sadly we're taking advantage and not doing it at all. :X we gotta finish it soon! pippp. plus the 16 hour study rule. yay life's exciting! whootz.

today was a really cool day, which is why i'm in the mood to blog so much. we went to school for chem pt filming! and i was one hour late. :X omg and lunch was so funfunfunnn. we got on the bus and i thought it was 190 so i didn't really care if we passed far east cause we could always stop at dhoby. so when the bus stopped at far east i sat in the seat with anusha the elderly and nazyra the child (according to nadia. i'm the mentally disabled T.T) and didn't wanna move. :O i didn't know it was 132! but anyway we got off at wheelock so everything worked out. :X then we went to lido for lunch! nazyra and i were walking past nadia and anusha from kfc to long john's and back again, so it was quite funny. and i ate cheeeeeeeeeese fries and popcorn chicken. and BUBBLE TEA. ew ok now it sounds like alot. ): anyway the pearls from lido's each-a-cup are almost on par with mr bean! nooooooooo this cannot be. :O then we went window shopping! ok not exactly window shopping, cause we touched and messed up some things. thennn.

OK NADIA I AM GOING TO TELL MY SIDE OF THE STORY NOW. at the makeup section i saw alot of palette-y thingies with different coloured thingies in them. then beside them there were fat brushes and thin brushes. then i took a fat brush. and obviously fat brushes are for applying blusher right! so i dabbed it in a pink palette and brushed nadia's cheek. but it turned out to be eyeshadow. :X then they starting laughing! :O BUT YOU SEE FAT BRUSHES GO WITH BLUSHERS AND BLUSHERS ARE USUALLY PINK SO IT WASN'T WRONG!! T.T yay. but it was funny luhh. i love hanging out with anusha and nadia and nazyra, even if it's just for chem pt! then we went back to school like at 2.30 when we booked the lab for 2pm. :X and we recorded some funny stuff that can be used as bloopers! yayy. today was FUN. (((((:

i am done! is it long?! IT IS RIGHT. i am still incoherent and rubbishified even with paragraphing but i don't care! (: ok. i am soso excited for AE service this weekend! i'm gonna go for both services even if it means leaving band concert early! sorry jamie i still love you! :D even though she'll probably never read this. xD and hope my mum comes for service yay! needa pray. (: BEGONE, PO!!!!! :O

yayy. i <3 LOVE.

p.s. CAT DON'T BE SAD, DON'T EMO!!!!!! GWEN GET WELL SOON!!!!!! WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!! :D

2007-05-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

i don't change blogskins every two to three posts on purpose! but after like two months (plusplusplus) the old one just seems boring. yay second post of the year.

REDRAIN!!

yay. details are on inet. i wish. 16/17 june, 3-6pm, paya lebar singpost. MUST GO. it's this christian rock band, and they're having a concert! and if you don't know why the rain is red, ask me! or leanna (see your name appeared in my post so i'm not heartless and cruel after all) or pollyna!

hmm. PHYSICS PT. die. think i shall do the dunno what opposition effect which is the light shine onto the thing then dunno what can see on the other side. ... I THOUGHT LIGHT TRAVELS IN A STRAIGHT LINE. AAH MEANS EITHER OF THE THEORIES IS FLAWED. YAY NEW DISCOVERY. behold pippy the great scientist, who failed bio and chem and is gonna get 0.8 gpa and whacked on the head by mr yang. or maybe i should just do rainbows. but i don't know anything about rainbows! and i know negative information about opposition effect. sigh. and the whole world is doing rainbow. hmm. i've been extremely unbelievably incredibly guai these few months. i go to church, practise piano like some mad person, eat during recess and MUG THE WHOLE DAY AT HOME. ask the walls in my room, they can testify for me! :D but mugging is useless, coz i failed the most important subjects in my life. hmph. yes and gonna watch shrek3 (etc) and sleepover during june hols. yay! and i intend to catch up on all my work. and next term no sleeping in class! yayyayyay. ew this post is so lame and weird and doesn't sound like me but i love physics so much it makes me hyper so. nvm.

2007-04-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

ok. i've finally decided to blog. after months. and months. and months. i mean, why not blog when you have a blog? and i'm such a hardworking person, i've been doing homework, so i haven't had the time to blog.
...................... what?
just came back from math retest. i bet i failed. again. horribly. roar. omg i suddenly have nothing else to talk about. my favourite subject is taboo T.T whyyyyy?!?!?!? i'm bored. in school now. don't wanna go down coz they'll ask me to go for guides and i feel sick. shall wait for my mum to finish work! wahaha. GETBACKERS. it's damn nice! i love kazuki and ban! and maybe makubex. and chibi ginji is so cute. F5. hmm. i shall blog about what i've been up to recently. nothing much actually. MY DAD MADE ME DO 3-4 HOURS OF WORK EVERYDAY. AND THE SCARIEST PART WAS... I ACTUALLY DID IT. for one week, anyway. then i slackened off again. :D ok i feel like going for guides now. maybe i'
ll go for awhile, since it's been rather slack recently. i don't mean slacking around, but preparing for AA isn't too vigorous. heh. AA'S NEXT FRIDAY! so exciting! last year's one rocked lar. it was raining, so it took place in the hall. at that time i was sleepy, so i didn't really take part. but later i thought it was nice. F4. ohohoh yesterday yesterday was sports fest! i woke up at 8something i think. to watch freedom writers with pip and anusha. then pip said anusha was too sleepy to wake up. F5! so i went with pip to this ulu place that looked like a haunted mansion, called "entertainment centre something..?". then when we walked up the escalator like any moment will have some spider/ghost pop out at us. then alot of construction and inside the lighting very dim, which made it look haunted -.- then inside the theatre we were the only two people besides some random guy. it was damn weird. and somemore the theatre not bad leh! the view (our view) was quite nice. dunno why noone goes there. anyway we had the whole quitenice theatre to ourselves! :D ok i kept ranting about it coz it never happened to me before. F3. roar i'm lazy to type anymore. shall go down for guides. BYEZ.

2006-11-14T20:41:00.000-08:00

zzz. i'm only here because maple is under another server maintenance and youtube won't let me watch anime ))))))): ... i sense a conspiracy! noone will read this anyway heh. just to vent my boredom. YOUTUBE IS ALSO DOWN FOR SOME MAINTENANCE THINGY. roar these maintenance stuff are irritating. not that it works much for maple.. people still dc everyday XD hmm. i ended up looking for blogskins. guess what i searched for.. heh. anyway they have only TWO KYOU KARA MAOU BLOGSKINS! and only one is nice but it's too gay even for shounen-ai fans like me! noooo. and so i couldn't change the blogskin, which i'm getting tired of looking at, since i stupidly made it my homepage. zzzzzz. going to ilisa's house soon.. wonder if they've finished lunch. braces are irritating. my teeth keep feeling like they're going to drop off any moment. i tried to play o2jam again. i've become even lousier than usual! *clapclap* isn't that amazing? XD hmm what else shall i blog about.. maple? SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED TO ME IN MAPLE. i lost almost all my money! but since i was already broke anyway.. and i didn't really lose it. it was under special circumstances that it disappeared. ok actually i don't really know how. sighh. ahem. and all my characters have wrong stats.. and i have countless already. whee. i wonder when the class lists are coming out? i want to see who's in the same class as me! heh. aiyar blog so long already shall go ilisa's house and stare at them eating lunch or something if they're not done yet. byebye.

2006-10-29T05:53:00.001-08:00

hmm. hmmm. hmmmm. KYOU KARA MAOU ROCKS! ANYONE WHO COMES TO MY BLOG MUST GO WATCH IT RIGHT NOW! EVEN IF YOU'VE WATCHED IT ALREADY! AND *spoiler* WOLFRAM DIDN'T DIE! AHAHAHAHA. ahem. anyone reading this - if anyone is reading this - probably wouldn't know what i'm talking about, but that doesn't matter, because i have to find somewhere to vent my.. err. "exhilaration"? ahem anyway kkm has a super nice ending. HAPPINESS. WOLFRAM. shounen-ai *cough* rocks! XD
OK STOP THE FANGIRLISM. CANNOT BE LIKE SHUYAN. YEA I'M WORSE. BUT STILL. ARGH.
what to blog about.. hmm. SLEEPY. zzz. today shuyan, simei and ilisa came! and shuyan brought her stack of anime cds. :D AND GUESS WHAT WE WATCHED. kkm. i don't mind watching it over and over again forever. yea, it's that nice. and after that i went to auntie doreen's house to play tennis. aah so sian. i fell asleep in elliott's room. he's a little over the brim with energy. ok not so little. and i have nothing else to blog about. noone reads anyway. :D bye.

2006-09-30T03:09:00.000-07:00

aah. i love the song on my blog. except mostly it can't be heard. ): today is not a good day! i was super blur today. let me list the mistakes i made since morning:
1) i woke up late
2) thus i was late when ilisa's mum came to pick me (if she hadn't called i would have continued sleeping)
3) while i was running towards the car i was looking at my handphone and banged into a stationary car
4) in the car i thought i forgot to bring my specs when actually it was hanging on my shirt
5) in piano i made 99999999....... mistakes
6) when i just woke up from my nap my mum asked me to ans her handphone because my dad called and for some stupid incomprehensible reason i pressed the button that terminated the call
/mistakes
that's all the mistakes i made today, not considering the ones i make daily. and since this morning i knew it was not going to be a good day, so when i came home from piano i slept till 6. sigh. anyway. we went to visit vanessa. it was quite awkward lar then i got nothing to say XD so paiseh. she seems ok. when she comes back to school must poke her alot of times to relieve sadness! :D hmm. i can't remember doing anything else today heh. byebye.

2006-09-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

this week was mostly unlucky! so i shan't bog about it. yesterday was nice though. and today. yesterday after school i went back to hgs! and met alot of people :D I ONLY MET ONE TEACHER THAT TAUGHT ME IN PSCHOOL. BOO. ALL THE REST EITHER WEREN'T THERE OR WE DIDN'T SEE THEM. ): anyway after that erm i went to parkway with qibu, xiner, kimberly and rachel. it was raining like siao. evil sky. at first rachel didn't wanna come but we "persuaded" her to come wahahaha. PERSUASIVE LANGUAGE. PE XD qibu dropped a chocolate on the floor and ATE IT. HOW COULD YOU! kimberly kept throwing skittles on the floor in mph. tsktsk littering! then went pastamania. and got tortured by the EVIL SPICY CHICKEN AGAIN! i shall never eat spicy chicken ever again. hmph. then after that went xiner's house and played the game of life :D and the piano! her house is so nice! especially her beddd. and it's very dim and comfy too. yay. blahblah then went home. (I DIDN'T GET LOST! ISN'T THAT AMAZING?) today went to watch click with pip! it was much better than *ahem* the previous movie we watched. like 10000x better. except that in the end the whole thing was almost like a dream then the guy got dunno what second chance then we were like -_- heh. oh and i slept until 2.45pm! XD sleeping is nice. i bought a bean dog today. wahaha. my dad might kill me but he's coming back to singapore around chi new year so i can wait until then to die *evil laughter* the dog looks abit like mashimaro hmm ok maybe it is mashimaro. can't tell. i spent 10 mins deciding whether to buy or not. pip wore contacts today! so cute heh. oh yar we met ilisa and rachel after the movie and GUESS WHAT? THEY WATCHED THE SAME MOVIE AS US!!! AND WE WERE SITTING AT THE SIDE AISLE M AND THEY WERE IN THE MIDDLE JUST ONE ROW BEHIND. SO COINCIDENTAL RIGHT. anyway we had dinner at pastamania (AGAIN XD) and erm SORRY ILISA WE ACTUALLY FORGOT TO SAY BYE POKEPOKEPOKE!!! BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE *repeats 10000000000 times* heh. yay hols next week! going to watch forbidden city next saturday. my mum is crazy! suddenly want to watch another movie but that's a good thing right. shall play tabletennis next week. if i remember. ERR FOR THOSE WHO HAVEN'T WATCHED WOLF'S RAIN BEWARE BECAUSE THE NEXT PART ABIT SPOILER.

WOLF'S RAIN. boo i watched the ending yesterday. it was so sad! actually qibu already told me the ending before i watched it so i was.. hmm. mentally prepared. XD all the wolves died in two episodes. and all the main characters died too. toboe died first! to protect the old man. then he die so lonely as in he's the only one who died in episode 29 the rest died in episode 30. then after that hige died with blue. and then cheza died. then kiba. DARCIA KILLED ALL OF THEM. but he was electrocuted or something liddat. anyway the world which actually had no plants because of DEFORESTATION reborn-ed XD itself and had nice flowers and grass and the wolves were reincarnated or something into human. their human forms. AAH IT WAS DAMN SAD LAR. TOBOE'S DEATH WAS THE SADDEST.

2006-08-26T10:46:00.000-07:00

whee i decided to change my blogskin! probably for quite long.. unless someone *ahem* decides to force me to change. -_-

2006-08-23T09:17:00.001-07:00

i have decided to bog a long post. ahem. ehh i realised i got nothing to bog about. erm shall start from monday. yay monday is the nicest day of the week! because i have nothing on and school finishes early :D and monday i wanted to go kino because i'm missing book10 of dragon drive but i decided not to because i was feeling lazy. tuesday was a nice day too even though it was a long day but got SLACKBLOCKS like ___ and __. and i wanted to go to kino on tuesday too! but was feeling lazy again. today is an ok day because i was less blur during cooking last week even though i destroyed the poor innocent veggie by adding one tablespoon of corn flour instead of 1/4 DESSERTSPOON. HEH. then it became super starchy so i was adding veggie stock like crazy until it became a less jelly-like substance which was still irritatingly jelly-like. and the greenbean sago was nice! :D then after school had guides. i definitely failed the previous test ): got one question was like list SEVEN err some ways to ensure safety on the mrt and bus. zz i can't even think of one lar heh. coz i didn't study. so i made up stuff like "if you can find a seat, sit down" and "do not sit on the mrt floor" hehe. those are valid reasons what )): and today had this test on use of street directory which was quite ok because we just had to copy everything from the directory except that i didn't bring XD and had to borrow from some nice person :D and share with shiny. whee. and tomorrow. got history test. (COMMUNISM!) and i MUST GO KINO TOMORROW OR I WILL DIE BECAUSE I ALMOST READ HALF OF BOOK 9 ALREADY AND I NEED BOOK 10 TO KEEP ME ALIVE!!!! SO I CANNOT BE LAZY! AAAAAAAAH. heh yay i bogged a long post! (i wasn't intending to when i said i was going to HEHE) wheeeeeeee LAshallLAmakeLAitLAlongerLALALALALALALALALALALALALALAL. ok. have a nice day/evening/night.

2006-08-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

lala i know i posted VERY RECENTLY only :D anyway this is part of my convo with shuyan (without the parts that deserve to be erm "censored" of course):

the REAL amandapanda says:
but then you said you were evil
the REAL amandapanda says:
so
the REAL amandapanda says:
people remember the last thing and not the first thing - (someone)
the REAL amandapanda says:
so conclusion: ?
the REAL amandapanda says:
shuyan is evil!
the REAL amandapanda says:
so she deserves to be poked 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000................................................. times
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
no
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
wrong
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
it
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
er
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
slippery slope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban Ban. I am being obsessive. ^^ says:
shuyan being evil (which she is not) does not evil to shuyan deserves to be poked
the REAL amandapanda says:
.......
the REAL amandapanda says:
evil to shuyan deserves to be poked..?
the REAL amandapanda says:
*reads and remembers only the last part*
the REAL amandapanda says:
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
the REAL amandapanda says:
*writes in notebook*
the REAL amandapanda says:
shuyan deserves to be poked!
the REAL amandapanda says:
LALALA

yar ok lazy to type liao (even though i didnt type much) BYEBYE AND HAVE A NICE DAY!

2006-07-26T09:08:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY HAVE GUIDES!!!!!! FRIDAY HAVE CIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIDAY HAVE STRIPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T AFFORD TO MISS STRIPING AND I DON'T WANT TO THEN TODAY I WAS LIKE DEBATING WITH MYSELF WHETHER TO TELL THE CLS BUT YIJUN WAS CRYING SO I ASKED JIAYING THEN IS LIKE SO PAISEH AND NOONE IS FREE TO SWAP WITH ME ON FRIDAY HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
and is the sec4s' last session on friday. ok. very irritated. GOODBYE.

this is a title. -_-

2006-07-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

i just read a super funny email from amelia XD and decided to post it for fun (some parts are *ahem* deleted, so it's not the original):

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is, dude, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No, Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus comeyet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

2006-07-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

wahaha. i know this blogskin is abit screwed at the bottom, but heck. i got tired of the old one. heh. space! unfortunately they didn't have saturn, or else the planet would look more like planet poke. sigh. nvm.

2006-07-08T21:09:00.000-07:00

yay! just finished tuition. later i'm going to watch a movie. at first i wanted to watch superman, budden i realised that i haven't watched just my luck and i don't really want to watch superman. just wanted to watch A MOVIE so that can *ahem* do (escape!) my homework - later. blah anyway so should i watch just my luck or superman? sigh. haven't blogged in ages. and my taggy is quite dead, if you'll exclude some vain attempts at resuscitation. bleh. i realised that not blogging is fun!!!! and i've sort of grown out of loving the computer. been stuck at naruto episode 136 for more than a month. aaah. and amanda's rk is still nice and snug inside my drawer. must find some time to watch it so that i can return it to her. hmm. my prince of tennis has been in school since awl returned it to me. MANDAPANDA DO YOU WANT IT OR NOT XD i lazy to take home heh. bleh anyway my dad leaving tonight. i bought a pug piggy bank for him. (not my fault lor he said he likes pugs) and origami is fun! heh. being random. byebye.

2006-06-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

just one word. can piss me off for the rest of the day. i went iceskating today with auntie doreen, elliott and kaylene. thankfully i can still skate ok-ly. (after i tied my blades supertight, that is) but the blade so wobbly cannot walk properly one. -_- anyway, we were forced to take a rest while they did the surfacing. elliott and kaylene each wanted the metal-thingy-which-helps-kids-to-skate. then while we were walking towards the opening onto the ring, we walked past this *****y person sitting on the bench tying her lace. yea i know i don't normally curse. which shows how pissed i was when she said "TSK." so loudly when my aunt carried the metal thing past her. then "SSSSSS-TUPID." in the *****y voice to my aunt. super loudly. my aunt didn't hear her, but i did. i was glaring at her all the way. and she happened to be some ice skating teacher. like how can she teach when she hasn't learnt even the basics of manners.

bleh. anyway after that went their house. then went home. and made mudballs! :D kk lazy to type alr byebye.

2006-06-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

lalala just came back from sleepover at gwennibu's house! whee it was so fun. on thursday i went to school one hour late coz i thought it was at 11.30 and i even wanted to return the dvd but nvm can return during house dinner.. XD and even then i reached exactly at 11.30 coz i left the house at 10.30. and it takes 10-15 minutes to reach the mrt station. heh. woke up at 10.15 somemore ): and poor bubble and gwennibu had to wait so long in school for me BOO sorry!! bleh after i got my results which is super lan but still better than last year first semester (by like 0.08..? XD), we went out for lunch! and then walk to the cinema to find out that we couldn't watch davinci code coz got no ic :'( then over the hedge was like 4+ hours away. boo. then while we were walking we suddenly saw alot of cute little toys hopping around outside a stall so we went to play with them. heh. THE DUCK WADDLE SO CUTE but i bought the brown rabbit coz it was.. err. also cute..? and the nose can move up and down one. :D and gwennibu bought the rabbit too and the dog for her sister and a car for some weird reason XD. then we took a taxi to gwennibu's house! yay. coz it was raining. and the taxi driver was scolding us for asking whether he knew how to get to gwennibu's house at first then suddenly he talk and talk and say (translated from chinese) "ehh look there got tiger!" then we really go and look but actually is he bluff us. then his car got the beep beep sound and he said (translated again XD) "my car is crying..." blahblahblah. at gwennibu's house we played maplestory and sims2. and her piano is nice! XD then we played until 1am then go and sleep. in the morning i woke up at 9.33 and found out they still sleeping so i went back to sleeping. then we all woke up at 10 something. zzz. pip said i kept putting my hand and leg on her (coz i thought she was a bolster) BUT THEN MY BOLSTER SO TINY IT FELT LIKE I WAS CUDDLING MYSELF. HEH. we went cycling to the playground. then came back so dirty (i was in my pyjamas the whole day coz lazy to bathe and no more clothes) and played scrabble. ~~i broke a jug in the process sorry!~~ bleh anyway after dinner my dad fetched me and pip. zzzzzzzzz. aiyar lazy to type already. byebye.

2006-05-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

booooo. i feel like killing sasuke. even though i knew he was going to turn bad anyway. hmmm. ok that sounded like he was going to rot like an apple. lalala. i watched xmen on saturday! normally i hate it but it's actually nice when real people act XD but don't be mistaken, i only hated the cartoon because it was weird and lame. anime still rocks. wahaha. tomorrow got lit and piano makeup lessons ):):): country roads is nice! it's the theme of whisper of the heart :D and i found out that it came out in.. err.. 1995/6? blah whatever it's nice anyway. my mum has been acting weird lately... more submissive to my dad? symptoms of paranoia again.. ): zzz.

2006-05-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING WHISPER OF THE HEART AND NARUTO.. err.. THE MOVIE? XD ANYWAY I'M FEELING SO EXCITED SUDDENLY WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. ahem. ... ... ............................................................................................................
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. ok. what else to bog about. oh yar. HOLS ARE HERE! WHEE! even with the lit and chinese pts, i think i'm going to enjoy it this time. and i wanna play TABLETENNIS again! so long never play already. ): I MISS THE TABLE!!! XD and badminton's fun too! .. anyway. i've set a target to finish watching rurouni kenshin by this thursday. hmm oops i mean by wednesday night so i can return it to amanda! heh. whee. soujiro!!!!!! wonder whether he'll appear again.. but i doubt it. SIGHHHH. hee. today i woke up at 12! my dad said he would wake me (actually he threatened to kick me out of bed) the night before. he told me to wake up very early to dunno what pack my room? coz i was staying up to watch part of whisper of the heart. so he didn't allow me to watch finish last night. hee. then he goes out to play golf and noone wakes me up. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. XD which is a good thing. my room is very messy. but it's nicely messy. yay i love my room! but my parents keep telling me to tidy it. ): but everytime i do (which is like.. every few years..?) it just ends up getting messy again (within two days). heh. yawwn. oh and i saw laura and clara yesterday. can't believe we were good friends just 3-4 years back. we went for a trip somewhere together with donna and it was so fun! i still have their hp numbers. XD then we lost touch. CLARA IS TALLER THAN ME AND SHE LOOKS SO MATURE!!!! AND I THINK SHE'S YOUNGER THAN ME. AND LAURA IS A FEW YEARS OLDER AND SHE LOOKS.. OLD. i guess. ok what am i talking about? blahhhhhh. I'M BORED! but too lazy to go out. boo. someone come to my house and play with me!!! *dies of boredom*

2006-05-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

blehh. i feel like changing the blogskin. anyway eois are over even though we have the stupid pts. yay. zzz. GUIDES ENDED EARLY TODAY FOR NO REASON. i think. SO COOL RIGHT! horseshoe is so siannn. but luckily today the whether is nice. NICE WEATHER. :D and tomorrow got no third lang. no more third lang for me MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. anyway i shall do this quiz i saw on ilisa's blog. XD

1. fiona (chew)
2. amanda
3. shuyan
4. ilisa
5. simei
6. nicole
7. xiner
8. charlotte
9. amelia
10. shamira
11. lihui
12. bu!!!!! (samantha) ((lim))
13. chengchia
14. rebekah
15. qibu!! (jieqi)
16. jiaying
17. shimin
18. shirley
19. elliott
20. kaylene
Now here are the questions:

How did you meet #14?
she was my sec1 classmate.

What would you do if you never met #1?
HMM. i wouldn't know she existed so how would i know what i would have done!! maybe i'll die XD

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated?
hmmmmm. a k1 (was it k2) kid and a 14 year old? that's.. not very likely. plus they're both girls.

Did you ever like #19?
YES! WHEN HE'S NOT BEING THE IRRITATING BRAT HE IS. -_-

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
nicole. and shimin? ...maybe. they don't know each other. oh but they might have a problem with dancing because of the difference in height. (HEH SORRY JUST KIDDING HEHEHEHE)

Describe #3.
she's funny and pokeable, she has nice HOHOHO anime laughs, and she's my CUTE LITTLE TRIPLET!!!! (the LITTLE is just for extra effect HEH)

Do you think #8 is attractive?
i think so.

Tell me something about #7.
she.. was the vhp in primary school.

Do you know any of #12's family?
yea. jonathan and her mother and father and godmother and uncle.

What's #8's favourite(s)?
how would i know?! i don't even see her very often.

What would you do if #18 confesses he/she likes you?
i'll die.

What language does #15 speak?
english.

Who is #9 going out with?
hmmm no idea. i don't think she is anyway.

How old is #16 now?
err.. 13+? she's 14 this november.. i think. or was it december?

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
hmm.. i don't talk to her very often now. but i think i said hi yesterday.

Who is #2's favourite singer/band?
don't know.

Would you ever date #4?
NO.

Would you ever date #7?
i've "dated" her lots of times. don't think sick.

#15 single?
err. should be. i get the impression that she doesn't like most of the boys in her class. or school. whatever.

What is #10's last name?
shariffudin. did i spell correctly?

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11?
NO!!! I DON'T WANT TO END UP ALL SERIOUS AND PROPER AND DO ALL MY HOMEWORK!!!!! badbad influence.

What school does #3 go to?
rgs.

Where does #6 live?
dunno.

What's your favourite thing about #5?
her cute and chubby and pinchable cheeks!!

Have you seen #1 naked?
nooo. i don't read p*** BTW.

My -5(-1) Victims:
victims of this quiz, none. victims of my POKING, EVERYONE!!! hey that rhymed. :D (oh but pip you haven't done it on your blog RIGHT!!? you shall be my victim. muahaha. POKE!)

ok whee i'm done!!

2006-05-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

YAY! I'M BACK!!!! SORRY PIP FOR NOT BOGGING WHEN YOU DID HEHEHEHE. so.. i shall bog a long post now. i have lots of stuff to bog about. though most of it i've forgotten. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. let me see.. ohh I'M GOING TO QUIT THIRD LANG. BUT I STILL HAVE TO DO MY JAP SPEECH BECAUSE THEY CAN ONLY RETURN ME THE FORM WITH THE PRINCIPAL'S SIGNATURE NEXT MONDAY THEN MONDAY IS MY THIRD LANG AND MONDAY IS MY JAP SPEECH AND IF I DIDN'T HEAR WRONGLY YESTERDAY DURING THE CHOIR CONCERT MRS TAN IS NOT IN SINGAPORE BUT I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT. THEN AFTER GETTING BACK I NEED TO GET SIGNATURE FROM THE THIRD LANG SUPERVISOR AND LIBRARIAN WHEN I HAVE NEVER EVEN SEEN THE MOELC LIBRARY, LET ALONE GONE TO IT!!!!!! so i don't know where it is. basically the worst part is the speech!! waaah! i failed the stupid compo so i can't use it. HMPH. oh yar. a few days ago after 2.4 i decided to go to kino with amanda and shuyan and simei. and it so happens that it was raining heavily. HEAVILY. the roads were flooded until so deep and the traffic light was spoilt so we had to cheong across but the cars were stuck in the middle of the road so it didn't really matter. then shuyan's bottle fell onto the road and floated towards the kerb. XD luckily. then on the bus i fell down once and hit my elbow BLEH and the second time i almost fell forwards. that was the most horrible day ever. and yesterday was a nice day. apart from the lit and math sas, BOTH OF WHICH WERE SO DIFFICULT AND THREATENED TO KILL ALL MY BRAIN CELLS. anyway after that i had third lang and was helping shiny to crap up a speech. luckily she had a sore throat and pretended that she "forgot to bring" her "cue cards" and she "didn't really memorise" the speech. so the teacher put her as one of the last. heh. oh yar and amanda was so funny. she was like watashi no suki na doubutsu wa *AHEM* desu. hehe forget that. after that we went for choir concert and it was SO NICEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i actually didn't fall asleep! :D yay and that's all and i don't care if my dad reads this because after all i did say i would bog heh. byebye.

2006-04-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

yay. realitylapse rocks. shan't say anymore because of special reasons. (ahemahem) today i went to the dhs band concert! gwennibu and err sarah (?) missed 10+ minutes of it because of the stupid rain. and since i was carrying such a tiny umbrella, i got soaked. and my poor bag got soaked too so my book was almost destroyed. waah. the road was flooded. growl. and boo i am NOT looking forward to the prospect of two super long days before school reopens. weekends suck because i'm always forced to study. but NEXT WEEK GOT THIRDLANG. :'( if i quit third lang every week would be like this one. sighh. have to wait so long until next year. !!! maybe i've wasted this week again. sighh. but i like to sleep so i don't need to worry about homework. sometimes i wonder.. what's being dead like? it looks boring, having to sleep forever. what if there isn't a heaven or hell? hmm. heh. not being sadistic or anything. just wondering. XD anyway. kenshin's so funny when he gives the WIDEEYE look. so cute! and his cute voice is funny too. heh. oh yar. this is for amanda and the rest of the world: FUJI IS NOT GAYYYYYYYYY. MIZUKI MUST HAVE FED HIM SOME *AHEMAHEM*.... YEA SO HE CAN'T HAVE DONE IT HIMSELF. HE'S TOO NICE!!!! OR THE IDIOT WHO DREW THE PICTURE WAS JUST HAVING A RELAPSE OF HIS/HER IDIOCISM. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. FUJI IS NOTNOTNOT GAY. HMPH.
lalala. i like this song!--

it only takes a poke
to get the poking going
and soon all those around
will heat up in its glowing
that's how it is with po-king
once you've experienced it
you'll spread the pokes
to everyone
you'll want
to pass
them on. (pass 'em on x3)

whee so nice righttt. oh and i recently dug up some songs from my ex-favourite songs playlist. most of them don't work anymore, because they're in windows media player which uses urls to play them ): but now i've switched to winamp so some of them are safe. yay. hmm ok byee! :D

2006-04-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

i suddenly feel like posting something. oh yarrr I JUST FINISHED TONS AND TONS OF HOMEWORK MUAHAHAHAHAHA. which consisted of two math graphs which were veryveryvery ~~EASY~~ difficult. heh. i've become so hardworking. i wonder why? *evil grin* maybe it's because the homework load suddenly increased for no reason. ~~or m aybe i just decided to be a good girl and start doing my homework.~~ hmm. i suddenly don't feel like posting anything. XD OH YAR.................. RUROUNI KENSHIN. I'M NOT ADDICTED. JUST... errm. INFATUATED. hehehe. THANKYOU AMANDA!!!!!! and.. this week got NO THIRD LANG!!! this friday i'm going to qibu's band concert. whee. nicenice week. must treasure it. *sniff* grace went to japan! NO FAIR HMPH SHE GETS TO SKIP SCHOOL FOR NO REASON. SHE WENT BECAUSE GOT FREE LODGING!! my auntie is unusually da fang. hmm budden grace is so much more hardworking than me. so she deserves it. XD dunman people all become liddat. ): but qibu is an exception! :D *clapclap* miss lim likes to pick on me. hmmmph. *looks angry* ok byebye!

2006-04-08T05:47:00.000-07:00

I PASSED MY PIANO. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-31T09:40:00.000-08:00

oh yea.. THIS IS SO UNFAIR. i'm the SECOND YOUNGEST IN CLASS!!!!!!!!!! (so is shuyan) THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE (ok even if it did i didn't know). sigh. disaster is going to strike. *prepares sadly for tsunami* sighhhhhhhhh. i don't feel like going for the chalet tomorrow! at nightt. SLEEPOVER. after they play pranks on me how!? coz april fool's day mah. and i think very few people going somemore. *kills gwennibu and pip HMPH* and i'm very easy to kena tricked one ok!!!!!! waaah. they're more streetsmart than me lorr. SIGHH.

2006-03-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

ILISA!! YOUUUUU SUPER FUNNY GOKUBURI! HEH. actually i don't mind doing this.. coz i'm BORED.

1. Grab the book nearest to you and turn to Page 18, Line 4.
hey! it's a blank page! i'm not bluffing!! HOW'D YOU KNOW IT WAS BLANK? *suspicious* the miniature version of merchant of venice.. yuck.
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
oh wow it's 2cm away from the wall!! THAT SHOWS.. that my hand is short thus implying that i, too, am short. anyway.
3. What was the last thing you watched on TV?
dunno leh. *thinks* aah i dunno the title of the show! anyway one i would know is dachangjin.
4. Without looking, guess what the time is.
12.39am?
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12.57am. hey come on it was just a wild guess! at least i got the hour right. :D
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
"I WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD, ..........." I'M SERIOUS!! but it's from the comp anyway, and it's too loud so i'm currently deaf to the world.
7. When did you last step outside?
this morning for school. ohhhhh that was tiring.
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
err.. aiyar i spent so much time on the previous questions that i forgot! why you purposely go and put this question here. i think i was looking at the table beside my bed.
9. What are you wearing?
i'm wrapped in paper (yea right). don't be lame, you.
10. Did you dream last night?
yea.. i dreamt that i'd been able to poke everyone in the whole world at least once................ *dreamy eyes*
11. When did you last laugh?
NEVER. like real, when i heard the fuji and tezuka TalkTime thingy. it was so funny!!!
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
.. alot of things. framed jigsaws, a.. erm.. scroll(?) of my chinese name written in birds and plants and pandas and goldfish language, the cupboard (yea it's attached so it counts!) luminous space things, the aircon, THE DOORS (duh), a poster of a dog and a cat being friendly, things related to God (dunno what though), hooks, the weird walking book sticker, "A Memo from Child to Parent" (HAHA THAT'S FUNNY), masking tapes AND............... MY BELOVED FULLMETALALCHEMISTPOSTERCALENDAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (of which the irritating cover page hasn't even been pasted on the wall.) HAHA SO LONG RIGHT. I DID THAT ON PURPOSE. *sticks out tongue*
13. Seen anything weird lately?
definitely!! i saw a floor that squeaked today! and two long evil woods which i believe are possessed by evil demons because they wouldn't stay put no wonder how hard shuhan and i pulled those stupid ropes. which are just as weird as the woods. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.. MY RESULTS. never expected to pass. XD
14. What do you think of this quiz?
it's tough. O.O bet i'll fail it. SIGH.
15. What is the last film you watched?
film..? err this morning when i stared at it for awhile wondering what it had been doing in my bag before throwing it aside. why would i want to WATCH a film?! ..................... jk. it was nanny mcphee. no, shaggy dog. no.. bluff you onee. yours mine and ours. heh.
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a rubbish dump where i have the freedom to be messy.
17. Tell me something about you I don't know.
i have.. what was it? 21 nicknames? invented by pip. most of them are fake but... yea.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
CHANGE THE WORLD!!! of course i would get everyone into the habit of poking. don't ask obvious questions.
20. George W Bush...
HAHA ilisa "flammable... definitely..." isn't part of the question even though i would agree with it.. surely bushes are more flammable than.. let's say, shrubs.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
pippy number two
22. Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
pokey
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
dunno. don't care. ..actually, don't want to tell you.
24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
hello. nice weather. (well if the weather isn't nice we can't get to enjoy ourselves, see?!)
25. 4 people who must do this in their blogs.
you,you,YOU and YOU. ((:

oh yay i'm done! anyway just now was FUNNY. HAHAHA. qibu sent me this email (the only one among 40 emails which i chose to read because she told me about it) with fuji and tezuka talking. HAHAHAHA I NEARLY DIED LAUGHING. it goes like this (i copied it from qibu's email coz i was too lazy to type it out):

"Step 1....Boku wa ringo ga suki desu. I like apples. Repeat after me. I like apples. Step 2.."

"I like 'caging' (?) better than apples."

"I am older than Yuuta." (his brother?)

...The last one is scary. "Tezuka is older than Fuji." And then he starts repeating it more angrily and scarily. Does he...hate Tezuka or something? >____<>

and...

Tezuka saying, "Jan ken pon!" You know, the scissors-paper-stone game. XDD Then he says, "Ore wa makenai!" or "I will not lose!" And he keeps doing it, and he keeps losing, and he keeps saying "Ore wa makenai" over and over again~~ It's hilarious! XD

so funny!!!!!!! anyway it will be more funny if you hear it yourself. heh. quite freaky hearing it at night. BUT FUJI IS SUPER CUUUUUTE!! sigh. today had guides.. i'm doing the structure! finally remembered to check. yay. AAH I FORGOT TO PHOTOCOPY THE PIANO SCORE!! AND TOMORROW GOT PIANO!!!!!!!!!!!! ohwell. my teacher knows i'm absentminded anyway. heh. phewww. how long did i spend on this? hmm. 45 minutes give or take 5 minutes. heh. goodnight.

2006-03-25T08:28:00.000-08:00

today my piano teacher taught me abit of two DIFFICULT DIFFICULT DIFFICULT songs. bleh one of them is supposed to be "like water" and the treble and bass don't even match. she said something like this would be the grade 8 piece if - IF - i pass my piano exam. which has a 0.00001% possibility. i would bounce around happily if i even manage to get 100, to tell the truth. bleh. anyway. this morning we went to raffles city to take a few photos then after that went for lunch with shannibu. she took me all the way to suntec city to find her "big big place like hawker centre liddat" but apparently it disappeared so we went to macdonald's. quite pathetic, really. before going for raynee's birthday party i watched the commonwealth games (and reached there super late XD). mostly tabletennis. the SUPERLONG DISTANCE is SUPERCOOL. like they are sprinting for the whole 10K metres. *clapclapclap* so pro larr. then the baton thingy jamaica was leading like 10m away from the second person but then dropped the baton so end up last. very sad. ): and singapore tabletennis female doubles are PRO. gold silver and bronze. whee. during raynee's birthday party i was hanging out mostly with kaylene and elliott. ok not hanging out.. babysitting. her friends are nice lar. the dunno-what-is-her-name person is very nice. i guess the older i get the more i don't mind being alone. hmm. don't mind.. not like. XD hmm. scientific investigationnn. i am SO DEAD. ("never say DIE", what crap) anyway, the soya milk hardened with the egg inside and i have no idea how i'm going to get it out. ohh welllll. school's starting. yay results! i hate this stupid tension. it's better to know at least how badly i did. heh. ok. bye.

2006-03-24T03:50:00.000-08:00

i am drifting! that is not a good sign. what happened to you lar. damn. hmm ignore that. today we had canopy walk. it was.. not very nice. except the treetop walk. bleh. there was a part where we had to climb up steps, steps and more steps. and mostly all we saw was trees, trees and MORE TREES. oh yar amanda and i had a scary experience. we were looking back to find a lizard that everyone else saw and we didn't although she said she would PRETEND she saw it. anyway that's out of the point. we were walking forward at the same time when suddenly we walked into nothing and almost fell down three steps and onto the sandy ground under the stairs. i grabbed amanda and lucky we caught our balance in time. XD and so much uphill. but it was still ok lar. WHO'S THE IDIOT WHO BLUFF ME AND SAY 10 KM WAIT TILL I HUNT YOU DOWN AND KILL YOU. hmm so basically we were just walking in a (very big) circle. and our displacement = 0. dotdotdot. we only saw a squirrel. and got one very nice bright green lizard. very niceee. and other weird stuff. but no monkeys. ): our cousins! and somemore a fly punched me in the face while i was walking. the nerve. XD ok ahma is teasing me about my height. I KNOW I'M VERY SHORT LAR!! BUT AT LEAST I CAN STAND UNDER A SHORT TREE FOR SHADE. (that's what i did in japan) HMMMMPH. i want to watch a movieee. iceage2? what else is there. sighhh. came back and slacked all the way and took a nap. bleh. my life is turned upside down. oh well. byebye.

2006-03-23T05:40:00.000-08:00

YAYYYYYYYYY. i am currently loving shannibu for sending me all the wonderful final fantasy songs that i've been searching for DONKEY YEARS - the guide taking us for the battlefield tour yesterday kept using the term and it was very funny because that's my msn screen name which is pretty much not funny if you think about it. anyway. I FINALLY HAVE THE JAPANESE VERSION OF MELODIES OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SHANNIBU. see lar i am so happy that i've forgotten what i did today. ok that's because i practically didn't do anything (much) today. hmmmmm. aha! i went for third lang. it was quite ok but boring because shiny didn't come. before that i talked to qibu because i went half an hour earlier and bought a band ticket. -_____- a DHS band ticket. i haven't even bought one for my school's band concert lor. i couldn't visit qibu during recess even though her classroom is just next door. because.... her friend told me not to disturb them during recess. hehe. quite a stupid reason actually. but i'm very noisy when i visit qibu. )))): bleh. nothing else to blog about.. tomorrow got canopy walk. yay it's not so long. WHEE. zzz. so early. my mum is very irritated with me for not telling her what time i'm supposed to reach school tomorrow. because she cannot set her alarm clock. then she cannot sleep. XD problem is, i dunno. just asked shannibu. yay. meet at 8.45. not too late. heh. so bored. i absolutely refuse to pack my room. it looks so nice and messy! i shall not ruin its niceness. maybe my dad will come home and kill me. but he might think the room was packed because it is "SO MUCH NEATER" when it was always "neat" in the first place". ok just kidding. my room is not and never will be anywhere near neat. why? simple reason. because I LIVE IN IT. bleh. goodnight.

2006-03-17T06:18:00.000-08:00

boooooo. hols are ENDING. learning journey week isn't counted! even though it sounds "EXTREMELY" fun to visit fort canning (i think i'm going there for the battlefield tour -- am i?) AGAIN and get bitten by my "WONDERFUL", "KIND-HEARTED" mosquito friends and walk 10km until i die for what is -- supposedly -- a geography field trip or nature walk or whatever instead of something meant to torture us into studying hard for geog, it's still not the hols. because i can't sleep. SIGHHHH. hmm. but i've been waking up at 9.17 this whole week. for some stupid reason. i think i'm used to sleeping 6 hours now. yesterday i "took a nap" at 9(pm) and forgot to wake up. so i woke up at 3(am) and read a book until almost 5 and slept until 7.30. XD hehe. for my first-aid course. it's quite fun lar. today the instructor was so funny. but she was a relieve instructor. boo. we learnt theory which is not so bad actually. as in not boring enough to make me fall asleep. which says alot. (hmm lingmin slept though) heh. ok anyway. we learnt.. erm. bandaging! jaw bandage, head bandage, bandages for fractures, elevation sling, blahblah sling, crap bandages.. ok there is no such thing as a blahblah sling or a crap bandage. blehhhhhhh. lazy to remember the terms. ANYWAY. hmm. our test is on the third day. (sunday) AAH. boooooo lazy to type. goodnight. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

2006-03-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

wheeee. lit tuition rocks! i read the summary of romeo and juliet. it looks NICE to read. even though very tragic lar both of them died in the end. -_- can't wait to read it! except for the stupid flowery language which is meant to torture people with simple minds (like me!). just bathed happy. she looks so nice and clean now! muahaha. so bored. ok byebye. heh.

2006-03-14T05:07:00.000-08:00

i went to comics connection before guides camp and bought a SUPER CUTE RYOMA KEYCHAIN WHICH IS REALLY SUPER CUTE!!!!!!!!! *dies* aaaaah. i'm really going to die if i see it again. CUTENESSSS. I NEVER KNEW COMICS CONNECTION SOLD SO MUCH CUTE STUFFFF. especially the one at toa payoh. anywayyy.
pip uses garlic soap!!! bouncing kaibu!!! hypoxia!!!!!!!
muahahhaaha. ahem. i shall spam my own blog. spamspamspam. spamspamspamspamspam. how stupid to think noone would bother to translate that dumb post. we're going to watch SHAGGY DOG on thursday!!! yay. aah just slept AGAIN. so nice to sleep. sleeping is niceee. nonsensical, senseless person. (not me! HAHAHA) lalala. being random. HYPOXIA is nice. o- poke o- poke o- poke. o- (pip's cheeks) -o XD

2006-03-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

yay guides camp was ok lar. hmm. the first day was better though.. because i arrived at like 4.30 just in time for outdoor cooking and then we had fun activities. but on the second day we all got so SIAN and i was counting the hours to freedom coz i was leaving early. the second day after we sang canadian vasper for song-singing, at night valerie became so dirty-minded ~~and started making up sick things about every song she heard. especially guides songs.~~ ahem. but it was quite funny lar. then she went mad and had this mad look in her eyes. quite scary actually. her favourite song suddenly became canadian vasper for no reason. dunno how to spell that title. yepp so i went home at night ~~(HAHA NO NEED TO CLEANUP)~~. just came home from watching nanny mcphee. very nice and funny. heh.

2006-03-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

aargh. i know i'm going to fail. as in, i REALLY know i'm going to fail. i knew it the moment i started playing on the exam piano. it sucked like crap. and i played almost everything wrongly. and the aural i didn't understand what the examiner was talking about. he got quite exasperated with me. where is the confidence i had from grade 1-5? ): i played even worse than grade 6. if i could fail grade 6, this one is a hopeless case. and why do you have to be so presumptious? what makes you think i'm not reflecting on my mistakes? what's wrong with being a sleepyhead? i only sleep in the car because there's nothing else to do and because i don't want to listen to your interrogating and probing and lecturing. if you just shut up then maybe i won't sleep. and you're interfering in my personal life too. it's damn irritating. i made the wrong choice when i went to rgs. i don't care if it's a good school or anything. do i have to do well in future just because i'm in rg? no. i will do what i like. stop trying to mould me into someone you want. just when will you learn to leave me alone.

2006-03-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

ok.. so carpark marshalling was SO FUN that i had to do ALOT ALOT of FUN things like walking up and down the slope and grinning stupidly at people as they drove past me and "practising my keblakan puseng" while marching and making sad faces at jolyn. isn't that fun?! now got anime on channel u! yay so nice. shall continue blogging after it's over. whee back! RAGNAROK. loki is so cute!! today after founder's day my dad told me to take mrt home. I REGRET NOT GOING TO THE LIBRARY OR TO AMANDA'S HOUSE. because i wasted 45 minutes altogether. i met yifan at the bus stop then we waited for like 6 buses before we finally boarded one! and then we stopped outside the underground path to the mrt station but yifan suddenly decided to buy a drink so we walk back to far east plaza to buy. then we walk to the mrt station again. so funny. XD argh. i want to submit the stupid rs proposal but i dunno lynn's name and i am NOT the group leader. and i can't tell ilisa because later got campfire. waah i don't wanna go! AAAAAAH IT'S 5.05 ALREADY!!!!!! better start changing into my guides uniform again. ):

2006-03-03T08:23:00.000-08:00

blahblah.. nothing to say. tomorrow is founders' day carpark marshalling! does this mean i don't get to watch the performances?? ): at night going monk's hill for campfire. argh. so sleepy. just now slept until 10.30. bleh. shall sleep after i finally mangage to tie a scarf that i'm satisfied with.

2006-02-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

i repaired the blogskin! YAY! :D i checked by refreshing it 10 times and even went in from other people's blogs and IT WORKED EVERY SINGLE TIME! wheeeee. tonight got tuition. ): sighhh. makeup for this saturday. went kinokuniya with shuyan after school. i DIDN'T buy anything! ~~for me~~ muahaha. zzz. shall take a nap so i won't doze off during tuition. byee!

2006-02-24T07:38:00.000-08:00

CHEER UP GWENNIBU. i once thought such people didn't exist, but it was just my imagination. i mean.. they have to, right? they make up the world's population. but why should you care. you still have us. (: the EEPO-ians and kaibu and ahma and alot of people that i don't know. ((:

2006-02-23T06:41:00.000-08:00

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

bye sesshoubu! school feels sad without someone with such a violent reaction to poking. ):
today during third lang i was SO HYPER. i was chatting animatedly with qibu when suddenly i thought today was tuesday (because her lessons are on tuesday and thursday-_-) then i went like "but yesterday was monday what!" and just now just before i fell asleep i thought - really thought - today is wednesday. then i realised it didn't feel like wednesday. ahh. i like congratulating people now. (: heh. everyone has won a prize! what am i talking about. i suddenly understand everything about japanese particles. everything teacher asks at least. doodling in class is the best. XD muahaha. hmm. like my new blogskin? the previous one was inuyasha pulling sesshoumaru's hair. wasn't it..? this one is so similar and i only realised it after i changed it. i see a bee. anyway. this (the blogskins, not the bee) shows that i'm a playful person! :D is that a good thing? OF COURSE IT IS. lalala. today we watched dn angel in class during recess and lunch then pip keep standing behind and criticizing it. SO EVIL! YOU OWE ME AN UNLIMITED AMOUNT OF POKES PIP. WHETHER YOU'RE READING THIS OR NOT. HMPH. this morning before i was going to the mrt station i suddenly decided to turn on the tv and GUESS WHAT I SAW? FRUITS BASKET! and it was exactly the same episode as the last time i turned the tv on in the morning and saw fruits basket showing. wth. they replay! so cheater. XD heh. nothing else already.. i think. cannot support badminton. that is so sadd. CANNOT SKIP MATH. if tomorrow got math lar. hee. ok. biebieeee! :P

2006-02-21T03:49:00.000-08:00

i am really going to hate tomorrow. no, i should say that i am already hating tomorrow, and tomorrow i will be too embarrassed to think about hating tomorrow. we're supposed to wear GUIDES UNIFORM THE WHOLE ENTIRE DAY?!!!!!!! WHAT CRAP. and somemore got this crazy test on ASEAN dunnowhat. haven't study. aah. today i forgot to go and find michelle for the carpark duty thing. i don't even know when it is. if it's tomorrow then i'll die. boo. i finally tore out the first page of my poster-calendar, though i bought it in december. or was it november. hmm. today was super slack in school. yay. XD PE hor THE STUPID ROCK WALL WAS SO IRRITATING COZ GOT THE BULGE THERE THEN I WAS STUCK RIGHT BELOW IT AND I DIDNT EVEN REACH THE RED LINE :'( until now my muscles are numb. i can't wait for the next module! then after that right while i was belaying jessica i thought i was going to fly up when she fell. so scary. XD i did a VERY STUPID THING yesterday and i'm still furious with me. !!!!!!!! GRRRRRR. nvm. been too lazy to take mrt to school for a few days liao. i'm wondering how i'm going to tie my irritating scarf tomorrow. how arh. sighh. my piano exam is approaching!!!!!! did i type this in every post? oh well. I THINK ABOUT IT DAY AND NIGHT AND SOON I'M GOING TO DREAM ABOUT IT. (or have nightmares) yikesss. I CAN'T FAIL THIS YEAR ): AND I'VE BEEN PRACTISING SOOOO OFTEN. booo. must pass!!! i think i will freak out in the examination room. howhowhow.*pff* lalalaa. CHRISTMAS IS APPROACHING. XD i hate set theory. blahblah. i hate tomorrow. ): nothing to type. byebye.

2006-02-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

today guides started at 3.. our sec ones are nice lar. more enthu than us last year! XD ANYWAY.. ...... i got nothing to blog about leh. PIANO EXAM IS APPROACHING!!!!!! WAAAH. my third piece is hopeless but now it's too late to change already. ): and my sightreading is crap too. and aural is only average. dance module finished today. i didnt realise until miss amy said so. the hiphop thingy is so difficult!!! F5. bleh.. fuji is so cute.. not the chibi one. the REAL one. <3>

2006-01-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

i shall blog about the day before the day before cny. which is.. erm.. yesterday's yesterday. school finished at.. 9? 9.30? anyway, i managed to dilly dally until 12 - 1+ then went to bugis to meet bu. WAAAAH bu is so nice! she sent me 8 songs (to my phone) because i couldnt transfer songs from my comp into it. dun have the cable. she even sent me the tsubasa song which i have been looking for for so long! i put that as my ringtone :D and she told me something that made me laugh like crazy. HAHA. i'm not telling. hee. ahem. ANYWAY. we bought so much cuuute stuff! whee. then after that we went to her house and watched SAMURAI X aka RUROUNI KENSHIN the movie. it's so nice! and cool. kenshin sounds almost like fuji! just a bit deeper only. and the blood they show is too bright red. -_- bu say must exaggerate mahh.. anyway.. at the end of the year maybe can try watching. hee. new craze. if my dad is reading this I WILL STUDY! REALLY!!!!!!! :'( hehe. today when i woke up i heard my door open. then i didnt bother and went back to sleep. then i heard my mum scream. then i thought my dad was just disturbing her as usual then i went back to sleep again. then i heard my door open again and i looked over and saw my dad. then i went back to sleep. then i felt something on me and i turned and looked and wondered why my dad's head felt so comfortable and became so small and furry. and it was actually happy. hehehe. then we went visiting. only my grandma's house and two other houses. went with mel. tmr going to visit ray and maybe grace. TODAY THE MEMOIRS OF A GEISHA, CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN 2, I NOT STUPID TOO all selling fast and left only the first few rows then my dad say cannot. ): oh well. another day lor. ^^ and we bought a vcd.. "all because of winn dixie". very nice to watch. ok. g2g now. happy cny everyone. :D

2006-01-26T07:03:00.000-08:00

yay! i am donkey number 9! 9 is a nice number. lalala. tmr got half day. but it seems more like quarter day.. ): bu finishes at 12 and qibu finishes at 1.30!!!!!! i have to go back to hgs and wait till they come. but it's so exciting! seems like the rumour i heard is true. mrs khoo has retired!!!! *cries* booo. after that i'm going to bugis with bu and hopefully qibu. so few people going back. SO UNFILIAL. HMPH. today i stayed back to help to hang the house banners until 5.20. so fun. THE WADDLE HOUSE BANNER STILL ROCKS MOST. JUST LIKE LAST YEAR. AND IM NOT BEING BIASED - am i? it's so nice and colourful! whee. so sleepy these few days.i slept from the time i reached home till 10.30. :D so nice to sleeeeep. maybe because i havent been taking naps and i'm not used to it. ): waah. the melodies of life piece is so nice but hard to play! grrr. I MUST PERSEVERE. MUAHAHAHA.

2006-01-18T06:45:00.000-08:00

i didn't take a nap for two days in a row! but i did today. since i'll break that record sometime, why not make it snappy. right? XD i'd be devastated if i didn't take a nap for one whole week, and then the next week i started taking 4hour naps. still haven't gotten over tenipuri. it's so cute larrr. *hugs cd box* just finished my chinese. so crappy. but nvm. today got guides. footdrill is so much better than all those tests!! i hope i remembered the way to the esplanade correctly. hmm. left.. then must turn left again anot? :'( AIYAR NVM. it's very near my mum's office anyway. i went off with yanshan since my dad couldn't fetch me. but then i decided to meet my mum at city hall. then later he fetched us home. AREN'T I RESOURCEFUL?! HAHAHA. plan A failed, so i tried plan B. and it worked! ....... ehehe. tmr have third lang.. i think i shall take public transport to the moelc. hmm. to buy the guides handbook. my memory seems to be telling me that the guides association is closed on thursday... bleh. shan't trust it. it's not reliable. BECAUSE TMR IS MY ONLY HOPE IF FRIDAY ALSO HAVE TEST!!!!!!! *dies* currently obsessed with.. the weather. you'll probably hear me saying "nice weather" like a million times in a day. hee. i'm wondering why they're not showing zhang sanfeng!!!!!! maybe i always miss it when they show it. the person act so cute. still crazy over eiji's cute voice. heh. ok. that's it. byebye.

2006-01-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

sorry for breaking your watch valerie. hehe. the SCARYTHING is TMR! yay i'm going with yanshan. SHE ACTUALLY AGREED TO ACCOMPANY ME! i was just like sitting there chatting with her and she was like "huh? today got arh?" then she AGREED! so happyyyyyyyy! LALALA. budden we cannot go for the SCARYTHING yet. then my dad fetched us to the third lang centre and i was slightly late for my class. the teacher was talking to two sec one boys who lost their way. so i sneaked in. AND SHE HAD ACTUALLY REALISED THAT I WALKED PAST HER! ---- lame. so she asked for an explanation then i told her i went for the SCARYTHING. tmr got WAGGGS test. dunno why but i can only remember that it means World Association of Girl Guides and Girl Scouts. i learnt that last year! that's all i ever knew about it anyway. blahh. hehe. guess noone knows what i'm talking about. shall call it the "SCARYTHING" for the time being, anyway. i lost my guides handbook! sheesh. of all the things in the world... :'( how am i gonna explain to the CLs?! haiii. nvm lor.. redo then redo... hmph. i saw qibu at the third lang centre today! she looks.. taller. or did i grow shorter?? *gasps in horror* sighh. and why do i always make friends with people who are possessive? last year never, only last last year. and this year. and the period of time when she was still hovering over me was terrible. because both of them were jealous of dunno what. i mean, i like both of them now (as my friends la) but i can't forget the time when they were both quarrelling all the time. eeks. and their ages are only like one day's difference. gaah. shan't bother about this. this year is totally different situation. i have a feeling it will turn out better, because i'm different from what i was in primary school. :D but still. even though i like the people in 209, i want 109 back. ):

2006-01-09T08:27:00.000-08:00

ok.. i finally finished adding everyone in 209 who has msn! -- i think. blahblahblah. tmr is hari raya haji. gaaah. i wish we didn't have a holiday during hari raya, or i could find a way to get out of the house tmr or ANYTHING!!! because... my dad will find lots of things for me to do. grr. shan't talk about that. hmm.. i'm trying to play my vcd on my comp. and apparently.. it is.... not working. oh well. i expected this anyway. who would be so STUPID as to go and play a VCD on a COMP instead of a VCD PLAYER???????! me. reason? to keep.. a low profile? crap. i just don't understand what's all the "files" thingies in the vcd. heck. .. xiner = angklung? .. ahem. back to the topic. as i was saying.. .... ... ... ROAR. who cares about the vcd. tmr is a HOLIDAY. A HOLIDAY! so much for relaxing. hmm.. i wrote a letter to my mortal.. whether she wants to reply or not is up to her. yepp. aah.. uh oh i better go before i start rambling on again about tenipuri.. byebye!

2006-01-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

YAY! school's starting in two days' time! whee!! so exciting!! and i've only read less than half of "to kill a mockingbird".. XD but anyway. i realised i haven't lost my nametags and school badges! yay! they're safely in the drawer. no worries. hee. oh, and i found the tenipuri *glares at someone* (prince of tennis) movie, "the first game". sooo happyyyyyy! ryoma's brother looks like an older version of him. and he always has this orange in his hand. so cool! ahaha. hols are almost over. maybe i'll miss it once school starts. but who cares for now. sheesh. i'm bored. anything to do..? *bounces off to find stuff to do* (i recently found out i like to read my posts earlier in the year. they're funny. and lame.)

2005-12-28T08:44:00.000-08:00

i'm in 209. great, isn't it? but almost everyone was transferred to 204 and 207. and 206, and 201, and 203.. (the so-called "pro class") whatever. amelia's in my class. yea. can't wait to see who'll be my other new classmates! gahh.. schoolll.. cant you reopen fasterrrrr???!

2005-12-20T20:20:00.000-08:00

WHITE LINE IS SO NICEEEEE! and isnt mew cute? (just being wuliao) ahem. anyway, i read the Wish List yesterday.. and it was nice lar. this Eoin Colfer.. alot of sarcastic comments. as usual. but i like it! hehe. i think bu is coming later but she seems to have forgotten. ooh she replied my sms. yippee! everytime we meet up we always end up watching PRINCE OF TENNIS instead of FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST which SHOULDNT be the case. hmph. been waking up at 12+ every day. hehe. yesterday i even woke up at 2 something! oops XD. heh. blogged alot of crap. ah well. jaa!!~~

2005-12-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

i quit maple. now i have nothing to do except watch prince of tennis every minute i'm free! i mean, that's great. hehe. and since i've been doing that since goodness knows when.. XD. but i have nothing else to do besides this and table tennis! >< hmm. i shall go and watch POT again. AHAHA. BIEE!

i'm back!

2005-12-01T05:08:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYLO I AM BACK!!!!! WHEEEEEEEE! aah.. doesn't feel good to be home.. ><>>>> -.- ahem. oh well. it's great to hear people speaking english once again. everyone spoke jap and even if i did understand some of it -like 1/1000000000 of it- my brain works too slowly. or maybe they just buzz away like bees. i succeeded in asking an old uncle where the toilet is! *cheers* i don't really remember much about the trip.. only lots of shopping, shopping, shopping.. i bought souvenirs for some people, but i couldn't buy for everyone because i would have gone broke. sorrysorrysorry! gomen! and then on the.. fifth day i think. my dad said i had high fever. he only discovered that at night. before that i had to go through the whole day with him scolding and scolding because i simply refused to eat. XD i recovered during the next day. oh, and the tour guide was really capable! she was organised, funny, cute and her explanations were very detailed. yea, cute as in the stuff she owned, blahblahblah. and gohhong's cousins were WITH THE SAME TOUR GROUP AS US!!!!! what a coincidence. one of their names... shannon? i got attached to my mp3 during the trip. ^^ the songs were nice! ohh and have i mentioned anything about mel? she's great at shopping! she can spend hours in one shop. XD last day ----- DISNEYSEA. it was really BORING. BORING. the rides were not thrilling at all. but at least the Indiana Jones and the Journey to the Center of the Earth were interesting. lots of creatures and funny bright things. and the Raging Spirits wasn't bad either. other rides.. Stormrider and Mermaid Lagoon. Stormrider is a simulator. quite cool but doesnt move much. Mermaid Lagoon is some kiddy roller coaster that's pretty fast but no thrill, no slopes, nothing. bleh. the first few days everyone kept to themselves, but after that everybody started talking to each other. :D me? i stayed in my shell, listening to my mp3. ehehe. i felt like an insect too, being attracted to all the lights and christmas trees! the decor was SO BEAUTIFUL!!! yepp. then i reached singapore today around 12.05 AM and that's it. holiday to japan-- over. today i went for piano (make-up lesson) and then i went to bu's house. to watch fullmetal alchemist! IT IS SO DAMN NICEEEE BUT TIME IS NEVER ON MY SIDE. *dies* she's coming next tuesday! WHEE. at night we went to pick happy! lalala. i wanna buy the first and third volumes of prince of tennis. BLEH. wonder when i'll have time.. maybe tomorrow i'll ask whether i can go and get them myself. ahaha. see! i can go out by myself. *glares pointedly at someone* aah. i think i've typed too much. sayoonara! *salute*

DO I HAVE TO PUT A TITLE?

2005-11-12T00:55:00.000-08:00

WHEE I FEEL SUPER HAPPY! I BOUGHT MIYAZAKI ARCHIVES NOW I CAN WATCH MONONOKE HIME AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!! :D Grave of the Fireflies is so sad.. though i didn't really understand. XD seita looks weiiird. and DAA! DAA! DAA! (UFO Baby) still rocks. Prince of Tennis still rocks. RYOMA STILL ROCKS. (goes nuts <3) monday bu's coming to watch anime with me.. whee. I'M A CLERIC. I'M LVL 31! MUAHAHA. heh. and on the 19th i can watch HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE WITH GRACE!! maybe kelvin's coming too! and on the 23rd i'm flying to HOKKAIDO. and TOKYO a few days later. (on an aeroplane!) TOKYO DISNEYLAND,(and ANIMELAND), HERE I COME!!!!!! (i'm a roller coaster fanatic^^) yepp. what a meaningless post. bbye bloggie.. see ya. a long time laterrr.

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2005-11-12T00:47:00.000-08:00

i guess some things do wear out after all. but some don't. thanks alot! ((:

squeak!

2005-10-30T21:12:00.000-08:00

yay. feeling hyper. i finished my portfolio! err.. i guess. i finally got rid of nearly one year's worth of laziness and decided to buy the Prince of Tennis vcd. yes, it's because i was too lazy to watch it at first. XD typical. unfortunately they only had the chinese and jap version! *sheds fake tears* and i suck at both. WHYY!!? anyway, i had to make do with chinese. but i forgot some of their english names already.. :( WHY DID CHANNEL I HAD TO STOP SHOWING WHILE I WAS HAPPILY WATCHING PRINCE OF TENNIS!!! haiz. ryoma is so cool! and cute! and he's so funny. but i bought the last set of vcds, so i started watching from a part where i dont understand at all, but it's still so nice! ryoma's not as cold as when i first started watching.(: yay. and i still like fuji too! he's so hmm.. how to describe. cute? and his eyes are like -.- SO CUTE!! reminds me of a cute version of brock! hehe. let's see.. i also like YING ER!!! .... ok. let me check his english name.. eiji. he's so innocent and funny. XD enough about prince of tennis. aah.. i bought a bottle too. the old one is broken!!!:'( AND IT WAS QUITE NEW, TOO!! WAAAH! sadness. the new bottle is exactly like becky's and alot of other peoples' bottles. transparent and with the ability to SQUIRT. *evil grin* muahaha. i bought the transparent one cause - like my dad said - i can see how much water i have left! whee. tmr got drama thingy. i WAS trying to memorise my lines!!(until i started slacking.. like now) shall try again now. yepp. bieee! *bouncebounce*

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2005-10-25T23:13:00.000-07:00

i am a squirrel! err.. squeeak squeak! hehe. hmm.. i finally decided to blog, then i have nothing to blog about. *thinks* oh yea.. why is everyone so angry over the drama night? i really don't understand what their problem is. like.. someone is sitting there. another person is sitting there. one of them gets angry because the other doesn't contribute and starts scolding and scolding. scolding only contributes more anger and disharmony. please lor. crazy people. and im talking about the hypocrites mainly.. and it's not like a life or death matter, even if it includes 109's reputation lar. if we fail do you think we're going to blame the people who contributed? even though i also never do anything.. but it's still wrong to criticise when you yourself aren't doing anything. then everyone was scolding each other. noise pollution. but i'm not angry! I'M SO HAPPY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. or maybe i'm not. my dad just pissed me off. why must he walk into my room every single day every single minute every single second??! to check on me izzit?! you already uninstalled maplestory lar! after that you say can redownload. but now it takes 68 over hours. damn it. when at first it took like.. 2-3 hours? i feel like scolding you here. but i'm not going to. making myself more pissed. goodBYE.

&@^%*&

2005-10-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

i already said i didnt want it. and what did you do? chase me around and try to force me to eat it. i know about the people in africa. i know rachel meant well. i wouldnt have thrown it away if someone would have just ACCEPTED IT instead of talking so much rubbish. i have my own reasons for not wanting to do things, and if i want to keep it a secret, it's no use guessing. (btw, your reasons are all WARPED and NOT TRUE.) i also never say it's not my fault. it is. it's all my fault. and you. havent you been forced to do things you dislike? you should understand what. but you apparently dont. sorry rachel. sorry everyone. if you dont believe me, that's your problem. not mine.

finally blogging heh

2005-10-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

i finally decided to BLOG. study so long until sian already!! .. i haven't been blogging coz erm i dunno why but it's not because of maple! so many days never play already! :( i'm getting very verylazy. actually hor everytime i got to use the comp i would be thinking.. should i blog? or should i not blog. nahhhhh i shan't blog, i just SOOO recently blogged didn't i?? heh. my birthday still seems sooooooo far away even though it's just next next week. it always does. i bet this year i won't feel any BIRTHDAY SPIRIT, just the boredddom of taking exam after exam. sighh. happy birthday to all my fellow october birthmates! hehehe. and shiny and vanessa and that dunno what uncle and everyone else whose birthdays are also on 18th october. i bathed happy today! happyhappy. she is so knotty! haha. so i cut away the knots. then got a huge pile of matted fur beside me and i was still sitting there cutting. snipsnip. whee. blog song blog song! ashitamo asobou is nice, qibu! i think is because last time i put some stupid thing there so you couldn't get in. XD bleh. hmm. everyone must cheer up! cannot let exam stress pull you down. it's more like giving in to the stress. at least giving up is better. so crappy. lalala. blahblah. quackquack. bye.

genki no shower!!

2005-09-15T22:48:00.000-07:00

hi! sorry for not posting.. i'm too lazy. hmm btw now i just want to post the lyrics of Genki no Shower! the tune is nice and the lyrics are so meaningful! and BTW. it is NOT being happy when you shower, it means the shower of happiness! *glares at qibu* (it's translated from jap. in jap it sounds so NICE!) :

the flask sparkles
wait for me in the science class
by placing our cold hands together
and rubbing it together will make it warm

like fireworks
everyone holds a beautiful loneliness
and fights as an angel

the shower of happiness
I'll shower you with it
I'll support your lonely back
the shower of happiness
you're not alone
you're being protected by a ring of friendship

placing the prism before me
I gaze at you
when we pass each other by in the hall
I feel like the whirlwind

the cocoons of dreams
all break apart their shells and
fly off as warriors

the shower of happiness
on those days when you're feeling low
I'll let you feel these radiance droplets in my hands
the shower of happiness
I'll softly brush down
your fiery hair

the shower of happiness
I'll shower you with it
I'll support your lonely back
the shower of happiness
you're not alone
you're being protected by a ring of friendship

whee. so nice! ok bbye!

@&%&

2005-09-07T10:50:00.000-07:00

this book is super nice i could really get addicted to it. Eldest! HAHAHHAHAHAHA. *goes crazy* Eragon is so weird. his characteristics are abit weird. i like Saphira! she's so cute when she goes mad over Glaedr. ok i'm mad. so? hmm.. today i went to visit my grandma at Changi hospital. i don't like that place. not because it's lousy or anything.. my grandfather died there. so i bought strepsils at the 7-11. hopefully this cures my throat. it's so irritating. grr. no, not the throat. the person on the bed next to my grandma - i think she just came in today or something - she really freaked me out. she was like moaning and all that and calling me to go to her. i did. but my dad told me to stay away from her because he was afraid i might get possessed. he said auntie veron's sister did, just after their grandma passed away, and she went mad. only when she went to the church at Novena did she recover. haiz. i mean.. i feel so guilty. so just tried to ignore her lar. but seriously. i couldn't understand her coz she spoke malay. she could have been any innocent old person.. ok forget it. my grandma's operation is approaching. wish her luck. think it's quite minor though. quite.

erm..?XD

2005-09-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

CAUTION: THIS POST CONTAINS ALMOST ALL RUBBISH AND I WOULD ADVISE PEOPLE WHO CANNOT STAND NONSENSE TO CLOSE THIS WINDOW RIGHT NOW. THANK YOU.

to qibu mostly.. as in this part. don't read if you're not interested in philosophy: erm.that post on my space. i didn't really expect many people to read it.. but. QIBU. i noticed that when you were so-called "debating" with my points of view on your blog, you classified us into "pessimist" and "optimist". what makes a pessimist, hmm? someone who has no meaning to find in life unless everthing is planned for them? perfectionists like you? and what is an optimist, happy-go-lucky people like me? nahhh. a person is not classified into these categories the moment they arrive in the world. i guess.. it's what they perceive of themselves and of others. what is life? why do we live? do we live to live? why and how do people have feelings? i have never known the reasons for these, and perhaps noone ever will. don't they plan MRT routes on maps? you only have one life, in case you haven't realised. don't let it be restricted to paper and pen. live it properly. wake up. don't let it go to waste. courage is not in one's character. true courage is the courage to muster courage. hah. bet you don't understand what i've been going on and on about. i have been trying to douse a bucket of cold water on qibu and as i normally call her a feather the water would probably just roll off. so let's cut to the chase shall we? stop. living. on. life. LIVE YOUR LIFE. or you'll regret it. there. done. sorry for wasting your time! whoever bothered read this whole gibberish, anyway.

blahh. back to reality, please. CUT! ok. today i went to watch March of the Penguins!! :D it was so cool. i mean, not very exciting, but it was just interesting to see the life cycle of the emperor penguins. the little chicks hatching from their eggs, the parents making several tedious journeys across Antarctica to get to the ocean and back to the Oamock to see their chicks and mates. quite touching. but many penguins died, and they didn't even deserve to! so poor thing! ok.. hmm. my grandma was hospitalised a few days ago and she's going to have an operation on friday. sad. and my dad's going to macau on sunday. no comments about that though i would be happy if he stays away longer if he keeps venting his bad moods on me. hah. peace in the house at last! bleh.

noooooo

2005-08-30T00:03:00.000-07:00

do not talk to me about crushes again. especially valerie. (MO your head lar. miss ong! medicated oil!) i have decided to stop talking about it. and it's not all because of qibu. it's a very sensitive and irritating topic which will irritate people if it's not the truth. errhem. TABLE TENNIS! now that's an interesting subject. whee. i was playing just now.. like 9 sth to almost 11? i know it's late but it's so funnn! LALALA. i wrote so much nonsense in my diary but i realised none of the hw have to pass up tmr. so i only ended up doing the stupid button which is like so ugly and i will surely fail. my history results sucked. heh. tmr's tmr is TEACHER'S DAY! WHOOO!! ohhh yea. cards. i gotta make one for.. hmm. mrs khoo, mdm toh.. do we have to make for mdm phang, ms leong, liu lao shi, mrs lim and so on..?? will DIE. they taught us from p1 to 5. last year mostly mrs khoo and mdm toh. haiya. bububu. meeting bubu at city hall i think. lala. ok g2g, bie >< !

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2005-08-27T13:46:00.000-07:00

just finished english pt. sort of. trying to send to hillary but she's not replying! ahem. anyway.. i dunno why i'm so crazy over table tennis now. must be because of bu lar. went her house yesterday. yesterday also bathed happy. now she's so white and clean and nice-smelling! then i went to play table tennis. my backhand is ok but forehand sucks. it's so irritating! i mean, i can hit the ball but sometimes it just flies up to the ceiling. and after that i went to my grandma's house. and played badminton with my mum, my dad and grace one after another. i think i'm going mad. CRAZY. starting to do weird things that my childish and lazy self would never do. bleh. whatever. this morning was like super stressed coz i felt like i had plenty of homework but in the end is not that much but still quite alot. then my dad still can come in and do stupid actions and disturb as usual and scold me for shouting at him to get out. after telling him so many times. so angry. why must he be so irritating? cannot leave me alone is it. every time when i am bathing peacefully he go and knock on the door. and keep on knocking. until he hears me reply. like i would die in the shower for no reason at all. grr. and damn the english pt!! no pictures at ALL. hillary said maybe can do without if really cannot get. i dunno.. i'm just ranting lar right now not feeling any emotion. i think i sound abit angry but i'm not. hmm. who cares. later going airport to say bye to rachel. so sad.): budden she coming back once a year right. byeeee rachel. so far i've only known one person who migrated. elizabeth. isn't she coming back? that's what she said anyway. and putty(nadiah) is migrating at the end of this year. which is approaching. time flies. literally. dunno what i'm doing here. aiya shall go now bbie.

hmm. english & chinese songs??

2005-08-26T22:50:00.000-07:00

i actually searched for linkin park and the bee gees! the songs are actually quite nice leh! though i have always liked the bee gees. only that i preferred jap songs to english so i didn't really listen lar. First of May is so nice!! and linkin park is not as noisy as those songs i heard last time.(i suspect they frightened me into disliking english songs. XD) ok enough crap. today i went Bishan with Xin Er. see! i got put spacing! i really dunno why i tagged along with you to RI, Xin Er!! so boring siah. i should have gone home with cc! sorry cc. after that we went to Raffles City. now my dad is asking me what's a bimbo. and he doesn't know what's a featherhead (that's all i tell him muahhaha) and he refuses to ask my mum who is an english pro. siao. why he so liddat one!! bleh. today math test. quite ok but it was also quite stupid because i am stupid and because i am stupid i will fail. *wail* the last question sucked totally lar. i did the factorising then i found out x=100! but i got the wrong answers. big surprise. aiya flunk lor. ok i'm using too much singlish! must switch to standard english. *AHEM* Hello. My name is Charmaine. I am an absolute dope. I am going to fail my Math test. Math is a useless, idiotic and (resists the urge to use "crappy") damned subject. Pardon me, but cursing is in my nature. In conclusion, I HAVE BEEN TALKING A WHOLE LOT OF INCOMPREHENSIBLE STUFF EVEN BY ME AND YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE CONTINUED READING AND....... goodnight.

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2005-08-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

i knew chinese pt was going to be a disaster anyway. for me. i was giggling. as usual. but the whole class was laughing what!!! so not my fault. *indignant* ok lar i know it is my fault for laughing. forgeddit. i'm not a chinese helicopter or anything ok! my reading of chinese words is like, 1 word/minute. so.. hehe. then during chemistry it was suuuper boring and we had finished experimenting with some ink and water. which was in the syringe. anything.. even something as innocent as a syringe would become the most dangerous thing on earth when within charmbu's reach. you are advised to keep away as much as possible and sit at the other end of the room. well.. there was a plastercine at the end of the syringe. guess what happened. i pressed the thingy and there was an "explosion". all the contents flew out. and landed on my paper, my collar, and.. other people. abit. not as bad as me though. that is so typical of me lor. but my worksheet most poor thing. nvm lor just take it as decoration. lucky still can see the words. blehhh. after school went to raffles city with xiner and bought Artemis Fowl (finally!) and a notebook. but i think that one the beginning i read liao. maybe i even read the whole thing. no, i did read the beginning. now only have to wait and see whether i know the whole story. i was so tempted to buy The Wish List! it looks interesting. and the new Artemis Fowl book. waaaah. the idea is so tempting! AAH. and lucky there weren't any cd shops in sight. or else all the anime cds would be jumping of their shelves!! what. none of my business ok. XD being lame. lamelamelameeeeeee. and. i missssss 6H. it's like, it was always at the back of my mind, but still there. and now. all because of xiner lar. and all those people going on and on about their previous lives in primary school. and xiner. i wonder how many people are going back to hgs? i'm definitely going. i want to go. mrs khoo once said she was going to retire soon. ):): so sad! and mdm toh was so nice. evrytime i like to sleep in her class. then she always have to wake me up. haha. bu. i think she is going lar. partly because her house is like.. 30-50 meters away from hgs? 3 minute walk only. i used to pon supplementary class and go there almost evryday. so fun. until i got scolded. (we were in different classes) blehhhh. she is so damn lucky lar. everyday can see the school. grr.. my dad is so irritating and naggy. evryday exam hw exam hw think i not sian arh. that's why i wanna go out as often as possible. and i'm going to watch March of the Penguins on the tuesday slot!! sooooo exciting!! i loove penguins. and animals. they're so cute! and Shaman King is finishing soon! i think one or two more episodes only. sighh. you eevil people are rejoicing i know. hmmph! anyway i watched before all these already. all the episodes after yoh's so called "death". couldn't resist mah! yupp. enough crap today to last my blog another few days before it collapses into the trash bin. (just kidding bloggie how could i be so evil to let you rot with the dirty, smelly trash!!? *innocent look*)hee. ok biee!

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2005-08-19T23:04:00.000-07:00

argh. i'm so pathetic. this afternoon during GG the sun was scorching hot and i forgot to bring my water bottle and didnt eat lunch (as usual). then at first evrything was normal.. then suddenly horr after what seemed like centuries i felt like vomiting. so scary. then i fall out and was cursing under my breath. then my vision became slightly obscured and i had this urge to just topple over flat on my face. so when i couldnt stand it anymore i turned around and walked to the YAs behind me. then i was swaying madly. luckily a few of them standing there helped me. halfway through the grass i couldnt walk anymore or i would vomit so i sat down there and recovered while the striping ceremony went on. i feel so evilllllll. then after that we all performed and i didnt know the tune or anything so just tried to sing along lor. and vera was like, "drink lotsssss of water." again and again. so funny. but i think after awhile i regained my colour. so scary. then sara switched to 1st COY ORCHID!! that is like, at the other eend of the whole GG company! so saddddd. and yijun really became CL. cool. she transferred to Dove. haiiiiz. nvm lor. i will miss the seniors la. but at least i didnt burst into tears (that doesnt happen easily). thanks for the presents hannah!! bbbbiee!

:)

2005-08-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy today!!!!!!!! i DIDN'T FAIL MY GEOG TEST. and i saw QIBU WITH HER CUTE CUTE HAIRSTYLE!! and i FINALLY CUT MY IRRITATING FRINGE!!!!!! maybe this will invite more scoldings, but who cares. wheeeeee! and later i can watch anime. what a wonderful day. lalala. lalalaaaaa. ok biee. (what a lame post.-_-)

YOH!

2005-08-14T00:47:00.000-07:00

wow, i agree with qibu. anna's scream IS terrifying. it chilled me right down to the bone. however.. i still enjoy imitating it!!
YOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
ahem. and everyone had flashbacks and were like, "yoh." "yoh." "yoh.".. like that could have brought him back to life. heh. wanna know how i got to watch that episode?? *winks at qibu* you see, yesterday morning i woke up at 11.30, expecting another typical saturday -- piano, go home, get scolded, bathe the dog, watch Try Again, go to my grandma's house, come home then sleep. but my dad actually offered to let me go to bu's house right after piano!!! WOW. it was very near my piano teacher's house, which was near Haig Girls' so i could walk there. yippee!! we started off by watching that episode, coz i kept wailing "yohhhh.." so she let me watch. BU IS SO SUPER CUTE!! AND CHUBBY THAT I KEPT POKING HER SO MANY TIMES!!!!! .. after all. how often do i even get the chance to see her, let alone poke her. and i didn't manage to get her photo. waaah. then somehow i couldn't stop watching after that. and i am so proud of myself. i finally conquered a marshmallow!! but not my fear of them. SIGHH. at bu's house. :) but anyway i ate TWO today. i used to shun away from them, so this is a great improvement!! except.. i still feel like vomiting after eating them. my teeth will go all numb. tastes so damn disgusting. down to every particle of sweetness that forms it. i can't believe something so small and innocent could ever taste so awful!! enough about marshmallows. after Shaman King we watched Fushigi Yuugi. it's actually quite nice. i know qibu thinks it's ecchi, and i agree, it IS!! but apart from all those awkward scenes in which tamahome saw.. ahem. something to do with miaka. it's gross lar i know but the story is interesting! yui also went to that world!! and tamahome and miaka's elder brother are so funny! anyway. i went home after that. then went to my grandma's house. GRACE DIDN'T COME!! her dinner ended too late. haish. boring lar. but i watched Tian Long Ba Bu anyway. so practically, saturday was ALL PLAY!! dunno whether today will be the same. i seriously doubt it. my dad will kill me coz i played too much already on saturday. nvm. hope he asks me to make lemonade again!! it's FUN!! though he doesn't let me add too much honey, and it's always so sour.. yuck. ok biee!!

NATIONAL DAY!!

2005-08-09T23:47:00.000-07:00

(again) HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!! wow, this year's ndp was really nice to watch. this afternoon my chi pt group (bubble, cc and toothpaste) came. hyper. hehe. then after they left i watched the ndp. TAMPINES ALSO GOT!! BUBBLEEEEEEEEE!!! NO FAIR!!!! then my dad teached me science. tmr they're coming again for math pt. haizzzzz. my mum was scolding me severely for the scratches all along the edge of the table. honestly, i dunno how it happened!! bleh. ok g'night!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

2005-08-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!!!! lalala. the place which holds such wonderful memories for me (and some not wonderful memories, too)!! *waves singapore flag enthusiastically* i know, now is not even National Day yet, it's National Day Eve!! *switches to singsong mode* Let's reach out for the skies.. with wings we soar up high.. our dreams we will achieve, we'll make our destiny.. Let's reach out... for the skies -- (neighbour: cut cut CUT!!! PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO SLEEP HERE!!!!) hehehe. bubble doesn't like this song coz of the singer!! ): so sad. bubble must be patriotic!! after all it is this year's National Day song! i get to spend National Day's afternoon doing the chinese PT with my chinese group!! it's not that bad after all, spending it with your friends.. hehe. better than parents. adults don't seem to understand much about us, considering they were children once. today the celebration was super short. there wasn't any fancy footdrill!!! sniff.. maybe there was but we didn't get to watch it as we were all cooped up in the ks chee. BORING! hmm.. first there were two speeches made by out vice principal (i think) and another person called something something Dudley (only remembered that coz of Harry Potter) no offence, but it really was quite boring. then after that there were performances and songs (forgot the order but anyway..) then prize presentation. i dunno whether i was paying attention. there wasn't anything else to do anyway.. then after that we could go home liao. we were deciding whether to wait for beetle and xiner anot then they finished too late so we went off first. bubble only takes mrt home on special occasions!! like today!! *applause* we went with cc and toothpaste and kaiyang. then at the bus stop we met someone (dunno her name yet) and "the chubby person"!! hehe i am so evil. her name is yifei right? then we went home lor. my parents fetched me from the mrt station and took me to the dentist after lunch. (i could barely close my teeth together) after going to two dentists (unsuccessfully) we went to Aljunied's dental clinic. ALJUNIED!! BEETLE!!! heh. yar then it was closed but it would open at 2 so we waited lor. bu called me and we chatted for almost half an hour. bu saved my life!! coz i would've died from boredom if she hadn't called. then i was lying down on the sofa in the dental clinic (and not realising it) and the dental nurse told me to go in. so i said a hasty goodbye *sniff* and went in. the dentist extracted my tooth (a molar, all my front teeth have dropped) so easily!! i hardly felt anything at all lor. no pain at all. so after that i went home and slept until 6 or 7 then i had dinner. then after dinner i had to study science. sooooooo borrrrrring. tmr i don't have to go to the mrt station to fetch my chinese group!! yay. but only scared they ring the doorbell i still sleeping. morning my dad says he wants to teach me science.. so. nvm. AND WHAT'S WRONG WITH LOOKING LIKE A NATIONAL FLAG AND WEARING SOMETHING STUPID TODAY!!!?? *pokes everyone in sight* oh, and this post's colour is orange, not red because red looks kinda gross for one whole post. so orange is the closest!! *grins* ok g2g now. biez! *i looooooooooove my blogskin (for no reason at all)*

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!

2005-08-08T00:19:00.000-07:00

wheee!! today i went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with my mum. but before that, i had to finish my (damned) homework or i wouldn't allow myself to go. yay finally finished history!! anyway. after that i watched a movie in my parents' room. very nice movie but i started watching halfway so i didn't know the title. it was about the japs and the americans at war and these boys finding a jap soldier injured in.. a place. dunno what it was called. and one of the boys' name was peewee!! at least that was how they pronounced it. cool ehh? *grins* i watched till the show almost ended then i had to leave or i would've been late for the 3.00 movie at Century Square.*sniff* SO SAD!! THE SHOW WAS SO NICE!!!!!!!!!! but i still missed the 3.00 show anyway, coz the tickets were sold out. so we decided to watch the 5.10 show. so we were like walking around Century Square for more than 2 hours. i was going practically crazy over the Shaman King vcds in LaserFlair and Poh Kim and the Shaman King shows that were.. um.. showing on the small tvs. so cool!! they were showing the first few episodes. unfortunately those were always cut off by some advertisement stuff. after that we watched the movie. it wasn't bad lar. the animations were awesome!! except for the part where they travelled in the elevator, they were translucent. ehehe. looked quite fake to me. but on the whole, it was NICE!!! ok then after that we left Century Square and bought dinner for my dad coz it was too late for my mum to cook. slept the whole journey home. *yawn* yepp. then i watched Try Again on channel 8. so nice to watch!! should be finishing soon but i hate that EVIL EVIL EVIL person. and Shaman King is going to finish showing on ArtsCentral!! sighhhh. next episode is Door of Babylon. Lyzerg will return to his friends soon. and Yoh actually didn't die. his soul simply left his body. hmm. then he remembered who he was and woke up!! thanks to amidamaru i think. i changed my blogskin!! finally!!! inuyasha pulling sesshoumaru's hair!! (or ears?) it IS sesshoumaru, but he doesn't have dog ears.. right?? he's not even an inu-youkai right? hmm.. tmr going to wear red and white!! whew. an unusually long post to compensate for the few short posts i seldom post!! haha. lame. ok bieeee!!!

unlucky day

2005-08-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

today very unlucky. alot of mad things happening. toothpaste fell down the stairs and injured her leg. so poor thing. then she had to limp all the way. go home also had to limp. then she refused to let us carry her stuff. boo. after school had the australian math test. before the test my nose bled for NO reason at all and i had to run to the toilet. the last time it did was in kindergarten! while we were going home i felt sick so abit err.. gloomy. i think just now i had fever or something but after taking some tasteless medicine it seemed to go down. then my dad says tmr can pon school but i dun wanna coz got urban hike!! quite fun lar i think. my patrol is Fantastic 4!! and science test is postponed to next thursday. i wanna watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!! ok shall stop talking nonsense now. bb.

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2005-07-28T02:03:00.000-07:00

ok i'm blogging. see??! what happened today? erm. i went to school, stayed back awhile for lit pt - SORRY I COULDNT HELP WITH ANYTHING TODAY!!! - then went for third lang. sooooo sleepy. when rachel woke me up and we left i almost fell off the bus steps. third lang got one stupid fire drill squat on the grass in the hot sun for about 20 minutes for nothing then the "monitor" tick our names on the wrong piece of paper. one of the girls was like, "you're a disgrace!!" mockingly, of course, and everyone was laughing. then go for break. at least can miss lesson. lalala. tmr i have to borrow my mum's clothes damn it. later must wake her up and demand for clothes to.. what? go to church?? whatever. and tmr is also enrolment and saturday is rural hike!! hope it'll be fun or else i will sleep during the band concert after piano. blahhhhhh. now you people can wait a loooong loooooooooooong time again till the next time i blog. nite!!

PS (reply): well.. i dunno why, qibu.. ehehe. i think they managed to find it on my comp. but yea, people are going to your blog and reading your sadistic posts.. BOO.

LOUSY DAY

2005-07-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

grr. this morning and afternoon wasn't so bad lar. during aesthetics we watched Shall We Dance. quite nice the movie. they postponed the Guides retest to thursday!! GRRRRR. then tmr i must bring blouse, pe shirt, Guides uniform, Guides shirt and track pants!!!! and tmr is also passing Colours. BOO. at least not as hard as the written ones. must remember every single thing. honestly, i dunno what's the point, but we still have to do it anyway. during RS bubble tried to paste papers on me. hehe. stop doing that you evil people!! today after school i had to go home alone coz cc and beetle and toothpaste i think all went to support the swimming competition. did they collude or something? actually i could have goneee but the evil retest!! and then in the end still postpone. haiiiiii. but i was so happy because i decided to have lunch in school before going home alone, but then xiner found me and we went Raffles City!! and we went mph and walked around. whee. after that then i went home. when i got out from the mrt station it was raining!! and i still strolled home. then i crossed the road like nobody's business, and risked getting knocked down by a car. of course i didn't, or i wouldn't be here blogging crap. if i had taken one more step i dun think i would be here. anyway. just now my dad was crapping about history and really pissed me off lar. is there anything else besides homework at all????!!! crap. tmr have to tie two ponytails. and maybe even plaits. noooooo!!!! he's being so freaking irritating again. *fumes* ok shall go now. won't bother to say bie. ooh i just did!!

blahh.

2005-07-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

yay finally blogging. um, when was the last time i blogged?? aiya lazy to check lar. who cares. i'm still here aren't i? yepps. (self consolation i guess) crapping the moment i get in here. cannot. let's see. today was horrible. and i'm still fuming at the fact that i sacrificed my wonderful jap class for one word: barfi. and the food item we were - supposedly - was definitely NOT barfi. it was YELLOW RICE. can you believe it?! my third lang is "wonderful", compared to this. i'd rather sleep in the MOELC than sit under the hot sun waiting, waiting, waiting to say one word. let me emphasise that. one word. "until 4 o'clock", indeed!! it ended at like.. 4.35-4.45?? my THIRD LANG!!! *mopes* at least got excuse slip. right? RIGHT? then next monday got another rehearsal and we're expected to skip third lang again and tuesday another rehearsal so cannot go for makeup.. and monday got TEST!!! so we have to skip Guides for our test. just like we skipped third lang for this thing. GRR. so it all comes down to the Racial Harmony thing. haizz. i was also very stupid while waiting. i was talking to hillary and saying like, "so now what do we do?? can we go?? can we go can we go???!!" then the teacher crept up behind me and said, in an extremely revolting tone, "excuse me? you're supposed to stay put." grrrrrrr. irritating. ok anyway yidan was so evil. i was sitting down. so harmless. when suddenly i felt cold water poured down my back. walao. i can understand how jialei feels now. hehh. shall never let myself sit in front of the evil yidan. hmph. after that i went home with beetle, toothpaste and kaiyang. beetle is only.. 1cm shorter than me? so we were saying that short people should stick together. muahaha. being lame. shall stop here. see you people soon!! "soon", that is. maybe tmr or even next week or next month. whatever. xD bbbbie!!

school tmr! i'm DOOMED.

2005-06-26T20:49:00.000-07:00

ok so ignore the previous post. it was a total display of stupidity on my part. ahem. school reopens TOMORROW!! third lang. waah! before that i still have to go get my World Badge, cord and penknife for the first session of Guides on wednesday. maybe got other stuff too.. hmm. i've been blogging about events in my Space, so those people who don't read it won't know anything. hehe. making up for that by blogging about today. actually it was very boring lar. i was woken up by an irritating person at 10, but i absolutely refused to wake up so he gave up. muahahaha. then i slept till 12. hehehe. he got angry and shouted at me so i had no choice. blehh. i would have slept through today if he hadn't done that anyway. then tomorrow i will wake up with the schoolbus's horn sounding downstairs and think it is a burglar or something. lame. why am i blogging about how i woke up. anyway... today i finished pasting the with great pressure. yay! all i have to do now is bind it securely. oh ya, and i found out what is the Shaman King's new ending song!! after hearing every single Shaman King song on Gendou.com, until i recognised it of course. and i realised i already had it on my playlist!! it's called Omokage, and it's so NICE!! i think i put it on this blog.. did i? yea whatever. it doesn't seem to work on my comp. who cares.can use media player right? oh, yesterday's 6H gathering candice told us something. so weird. nikkolette actually did something so horrible?! wow. tsk tsk. why am i blogging about that? nono cannot. back to today again. i was playing with russell. or rather, i was patting his head and talking to him. hey, that's not a sign of madness or anything, it's a sign of affection. hmph! then he got excited and suddenly jumped on me and started licking my face after awhile. his paw coincidentally slid down my leg and he scratched yesterday's cut, making it worse. i've packed my bag! decided to use the red one instead. cause it's lighter. heart no tsubasa is playing now. so nice! i must must MUST go and see mel's (marilyn) piano concert on 22nd july!! grace is going too! and so is kelvin i think. (grace's bro, don't get any weird ideas *glares at a certain person*) must get tickets. and must cheer loudly for her when she performs!! whee. the other day a lizard dropped beside me and was hidden by the table i think. i simply looked over and turned back to the tv. after all, lizards catch mosquitoes right? budden i wonder why i still have mosquito bites. hmmm. speaking of bugs, my mum just complained she had a beetle in her hair. i mean a beetle, not the beetle from 109. wait. isn't she a beetle too? no. she is a ningen. a human. yes. ... i packed my horribly messy room today! now it's so sparkly and shining. ok so i'm exaggerating. it looks.. acceptable, i guess. enough crapping. tmr school reopens, which is also (currently) impending doom. tmr will die. after the "relaxation" of the long-awaited holidays (passer-by: some relaxation!! after spending this whole month doing the with great pressure?!!! no holiday homework, indeed!) *scowls*.. i do NOT look forward to school. of course, my friends, i look forward to seeing. what am i still doing here?! (PUBLISH THIS POST NOW YOU BAKA AND GET OUT OF HERE!!) ehehe. biebie!!

life sucks

2005-06-23T03:34:00.000-07:00

shame on you two. is your trust in your friends really so weak?? believing whatever i said simply because i said it. and you were the ones who started it, how'd you expect me to react? the usual smile and say "no problem!"? sorry to disappoint you then. plus, it is NOT TRUE. as if anyone would own up to it. i don't care what you two do. i don't care about anything anymore. my life is all messed up.. and i'm too stupid to even know how it came to this.. well, perhaps my impulsiveness..

mrt!

2005-06-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

NO! HELP!!! BUBBLE IS TELLING ME TO TAKE HER MUM'S CAR TMR!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!! i am taking mrt. MRT!!!!! ... ... ... ... *calms down* i am taking mrt to Bukit Gombak for the geog field trip on rocks, and that's FINAL. today i spent the whole day reading in the dark. the evil 7eleven book. then my parents took me out for dinner. back to the convo with bubble. bie!

finally blogging

2005-06-21T22:11:00.000-07:00

haven't blogged for a week!! finally get to blog today. hmm.. starting from last monday.. cc, beetle and chichi came to my house for lit PT. my dad's forcing me to continue now!! but let's get back to that. hmm.. cc was half an hour late and beetle was the earliest! i saw her in the underground path. blehh. chichi was still SLEEPING when we called her at 10 sth!! haizz. so funny. at least beetle and chichi did sth.. then fast forward. friday was the class (109) gathering!! it was ok, but i left b4 the bbq even started. sorry ppl! bubble never go!! i spent most of the time moping over bubble. hehe. anyway got ppl worse than me what.. also never go. *glares at a random passer-by* let's see what else happened? nothing. ok. today bubble and toothpaste came for chinese PT. we did wrongly!! so decide to do si ma guang instead of the evil martin luther king. BLEH. in case u dunno who he is. he's the person who smashed.. something.. to save.. somebody. whatever. there are SO FEW funny fanfics!! qibu's right, constructive criticism is NICE to read. esp Ren. he's so funny!! coz of his attitude.and Yoh. ohh ya. ystd sth happened. i went to mcdonald's to buy sth. then my mum sat at a table. but i told the person "ya." when she asked me whether i wanted to takeaway. then my mum say "nvm lar! just sit at the table can ready." then i peeked at the person at the counter and had a nagging suspicion that she was staring at me. angrily. then i was like, what if she thought that i purposely wasting her plastic how? so i went outside and ate while my mum stayed inside. so stupid. i know. my mum kept telling me to go in but i refused. then i went somewhere and kept laughing to myself coz my mum haven't come out. i think the people passing by were scared away by this.. laughing maniac. one person kept staring at me while he talked on the telephone. i looked at him then i started laughing and quickly turned away, almost spitting out whatever i had in my mouth. bet some people thought i was an escapee from Woodbridge. i'm too stupid to be from there. muahahaha. shall stop crapping. i'm late for my show!! bbieee!!

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2005-06-12T21:48:00.000-07:00

nanatsu no umi no monogatari is nice! but not nice until i get obssessed with it. well.. i tend to like songs with major keys, with some exceptions though. today was boring. nothing to blog about. coz whole afternoon was work. horrid. at night went parkway walking around doing nothing after dinner.. went mph and sit down and read book until can go home. so nice!! it's fantasy, not those serious dunno what classics. BOO. that's all. muahaha. bie!