Friday, April 22, 2005
i am so stupidddddd.stupider than usual today.hmm.i must have banged into a wall and lost what little sense i have and my memory and forgot that i ever banged into that wall.or maybe(as qibu once suggested)i was born that way.i AGREE!! but today is different..today is weird.i keep doing stupid things.in the morning while i was playing badminton with valerie i actually tripped over my own leg,twisted it and fell.is that STUPID or what.now my elbow has this huge scratch because i used it to land on.this morning got nothing!! maybe its contaminated or something..i didnt wash it or anything.hehe.and i burnt it on the hot thing in the canteen and stepped in the hole in the floor and it got hit by someone's bag.stupid thing number two..it is really stupid.STUPID STUPID STUPID.during PE..we were playing captain's ball again.OOOH!!! Shiny Days just started playing!! such a nice song,dont you think? so cute the singer's voice tooo. yay! the chorus is nice,the tune is nice..oops.digressing as usual.now where was i?oh yar.someone threw the ball to me. i was like,huh?then i started running with the ball.when i was supposed to stay in one spot and pivot only.cause all the others were standing behind me and i..dunno how my mind works.the captain(cc)was standing in front of me and she was so far away and the area around there was empty,so i just..ran.then i heard yingling say,"charmbu!!what are you doing!!!"then i was like,"oops..what am i doing"and i stopped and looked around blurly then some people collapsed and started rolling on the floor laughing.stupidness.i also sit on the floor and start laughing like the mad person i am.(: haiz.today AA really rocked!!! girl guides is so fun.and the seniors dance really well.so pro.during dinner i didnt feel like eating.but i only ate a pathetic cookie for lunch so i decided to eat anyway.halfway i suddenly feel like vomiting.you know the kind that is like..want to vomit but cannot that type.my throat felt so weird lorr.then i stand up and throw away my box then the weird feeling was gone.i forgot to show to the YAs(oops!)my box though.and while i was sitting on the chair cc's voice suddenly come from behind me,"ehh stand up"..i got a shock lorr.coz she was supposed to be at bball!!and it wasnt 7 yet.she go off early!! my skirt looked horrible i know. blehh.haha..i am so stupid(repetition you see..ahahahha...)always do things for people to laugh.i dont do it on purpose!!! haizz.tired after reading until here?? i shall stop then.me tired too.and it is still so early..dun feel like sleeping.the taggy..i have decided to put a new one.please refrain..REFRAIN,not RESTRAIN yourself from tagging rubbish..like the other time.(some of you know what i mean)yepps thats all..i shall go to do some rubbish before sleeping..*yawn*biebie...
looked thru life at 1:40 AM
